CRAP

2008-08-14T19:24:00.001+08:00

NDP Performance

2008-08-12T20:36:00.003+08:00

It was the first time i felt involved in the national day celebration in school. for the past few years it had always been sitting at the last row and being bored out because you are constantly staring at other people's butt. things were different this year, we sat at the first row and also we participated in the cheering competition. The initial plans, the feedback, the changes made, the practice, the formation, the props, it was good to see that our hard work paid off.
we emerged the third for the face painting and cheering competition. It's great to see everyone cooperating and doing something together as one=) Let's hope our dream of page 28 would be successful!!

fuseng's farewell party was held after the National day celebration. quite a number of us teared midway through the talking and singing. although everyone may not be very close to one another, i believe it does matter when we are going to leave one another. After all we've been through 2 years as a class, i can't bear to think what will happen when this year comes to an end.=(

National Day Fireworks

2008-08-12T20:25:00.004+08:00

headed to bedok mrt station to meet the people, i thought i was late but some were even later to my surprise, ended up waiting for close to 1 hr. we made our way to city hall and dined while perle and chaijia went shopping. settled for some soft shell crab noodle in TAK. it was expensive but quite worth it. after which we meet up with perle and fellow shopping ppl for the fireworks. we didn't manage to make it to the place that we wanted initially, however the view at the sidewalk is quite good^^ arcading next, reached home late as usual and got kp-ed by parents

也许我需要狠狠地摔一跤，才知道什么叫做痛。

Memories that i won't forget

2008-07-29T17:27:00.011+08:00

PARTICIPANTS

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birthday surprise^^

THE PHOTOGENIES

well i'm not....xD
The first friend that i knew in AHS^^..
My science lab partner^^

well, caught you chaijia!
chaijia, rachel, zhuting and me^^

SAY CHEESE...
MOMMA MIA

让我们继续留下珍贵的回忆，就算剩下的路也所剩无几，我们还是得走下去。
朋友们，这些回忆，将永远烙印在我心里，我们曾经留下的足迹。。

The Birthday Frenzy

2008-07-29T16:59:00.004+08:00

For a start, happy birthday to Xinling, junshu, doreen, jiehui and myself =D

24/7 birthday celebration in schoool.=)

on 25/7, things were getting fishy. haha lol... I was still anticipating for our balling session that day. however 老天不作美, it started raining, my moods got dampened. we ended up discussing on our plans for an hour before we decided to go EHUB. On reaching the 5thfloor, we were welcomed by the song that goes.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. and it goes on.^^ I was HAPPY, seriously overjoyed by the surprise. probably too happy that i can't smile properly and naturally, i was so... surprised.HAHA
celebration at EHUB^^

the blueberry cheese muffins were splendid^^, xinling and i began our never-ending-blowing-candles-marathon... heheh

Presents
TOps from amelia, andrea, chaijia, fionna, perle, xinling, vivien, wanying, yi ern, zhuting.haha, it has been long since i've gotten new clothes LOL thanks xiao jie men^^
我看开了
tributes to chaijia for having such novel ideas for the card. Great job^^
louis, sk and jz
It's kinda big, but i still appreciate it, it's the thought that counts =)

junshu, weijian, doreen
haha, although it doesn't seem really me, but then i guess i will grow to like it^^
dun worry.. i like it LOL

Thank you all my friends who have sent me their wishings and blessings!!
由衷地感谢，无法用言语表达，但我希望你们能感受到这种难以启齿的感激和快乐=D

2008-07-29T16:31:00.003+08:00

can't really remember the details for the week ago. yeah but hellboy is certainly still etched in my mind, especially the gear concept which contributes to the visual effects aptly. For further details bout hellboy, pls visit SK's blog (LOL).

then on wednesday, Napha started. relieved that i managed to scrape a pass for the items(but inclined pullups and standing broad jump would kill me>.<) and the exhilarating racial harmony celebration came by.anyway, we won the prize for the best dressed.
seriously thanks to mdm hidayah for putting in so much effort for the class=D
(my mum commented that i look like i'm malay even without the tudung, lol)

2008-07-19T10:08:00.003+08:00

The week was spent as usual. Gatherings at bubble tea shops, a studying session at the national library, a mahjong session and a movie outing. went to bras basah for lunch and was certainly impressed by the chocolate cheese muffins, but too bad that it's all sold out. We made our way to the national library, ended up studying at the cafe at ground floor as apparently studying is not allowed in the national library. LOL?

Watched Dark Knight yesterday, along with perle, yiting, claudia and guiyue. i wasn't interested at first, just wanted to watch it for movie's sake. However it turned out to be NICE. The 2 and a half hours is definitely worthwhile.The joker was indeed sadistic and batman heroic, then the two faced guy was kinda suffering from some psychological imbalance towards the end of the movie. Unlike before, batman and his equipment are more hightech and aesthetically pleasing. However, i'm still not convinced why batman can actually fly, it's supposed to be just a cloak. Even Spiderman have to pull strings... lols. after the movie, yiting perle and i dined at secret recipe. blueberry cheesecake^^.

feel like watching hancock, red cliff..
i wanna play ball...

2008-07-14T16:35:00.003+08:00

kinda forgotten what have happened over the week except for Friday where we went for CIP at Simei. we started our journey at approximately 1340 and dispatch soon after we reach our collection point. Teamed up with Chaijia and Rachel and combed 5 storeys, task was finished pretty soon and we continued to help claudia and melek as well as waiping, junshu and jingying. well, the task is not too difficult but quite strenuous when you have to lugged heavy stuff at times lol. anyway, thanks to mdm hidayah for treating us to ice-cream after the work^^.

after much decision, we went to east point, while chaijia send her phone for servicing. Freaked out when i can't find my phone midway, seriously it was relief when i found my phone at the basin in the toiletXD. After which, Perle and I proceeded to TM to buy tickets for Get Smart first. met the other people who went watching 10 promises to my dog, heard that it was touching and i kinda regretted not watching it. Rachel, chaijia and fionna came along subsequently and we spent 2 hrs walking around in TM, going into almost every shop that we can find. then we surged into NTUC where i bought my DORITOS. It's NICE, however not very healthy indeed.
anyway, we got this HUGE soccer bag as a free gift for doritos. The design is WOW and the size is WOW WOW. Do not underestimate it, it helped us in smuggling our chips in=D.

不可能凡事都一帆风顺，当事情不如意时只有随机应变。

2008-07-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

Got back every single paper i had today. Turns out that the difference between studying and not studying is just one mark and yeah my chem indeed scored better than my physics by that ONE mark.

certainly balled enough yesterday since morning 10am till 5+. took occasional rests as i was awfully sleepy. I felt so completely scammed by ppstream. i was trying so hard to stay awake to watch the Wimbledon, however the rain just came so timely causing the match to be postponed. Thereby i went in to audiland, however soon as i came back to check on the wimbledon, i can't find it, not at all not anymore. I WAS PISSED. I WENT CRAZY. AND FINALLY GAVE UP AND SLEEP. woke up at 5 to check the text and went bonkers when i see the ultimate match results 6-4, 6-4, 6-7, 6-7, 9-7. I was so bloody amazed. as you all see the match was postponed sometime during the 3rd game and it was so absolutely anti-climax. The entire game was close to 5 hrs, excluding the time delayed, so i would probably only get to sleep at 5 if i'm going watch the whoole thing?? LOL.. took sometime to wake up, ended up 10 mins late for balling session. LOL

this morning,turns out that i haven't recover from the sleepiness. i was practically insane since chinese lesson, started to crack lame jokes. My "good sense of humor" got high-er upon reaching maths lesson. The bunch of numbers are seriously driving me crazy, and there's seriously too much queries that i want to ask, but just at that point of time, i was so drained that i dun wanna think too much lol. but seriously 如果要讲，我可以讲到明天。

3 down, 7 more to go(it's too lame for normal people to understand)

2008-07-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

soon after exams have ended, routine balling resumed. Balling for 3 consecutive days now, regular people, except for today when we got fionna's sister to play with us. and school's as per normal again. however not much relaxation for me. time to face the cruel truth. It's a mixture of 'wows' and 'sobs'.Most of the subjects are pretty screwed up, regardless if i did studied or not. SO i'm beginning to wonder if studying really makes any difference at all. Biology and Chemistry are bad and i dun see why physics could be any better as i studied the least for it.it's depressing to know that i've failed english compre paper at the very start of the day. and even more depressing when i saw the comments for chinese paper. During SS, the most ridiculous thing happened. A full SBQ question was left unmarked,and the answers for it is actually two papers thick, how can anyone as blind manage to do that? Although i dun think my answer would win me much marks however i think 1 mark wouldn't be difficult?

Just for now.. just play while i can.. enjoy before my time's up..

2008-06-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

Day didn't turn out as bad as thought. sk jj kiat hoh junzhi jerome xinling and I went balling in the afternoon. The session started late due to certain unforeseen circumstances liek people borrowing the ball from us? and basically a severe overcrowding condition of the basketballl court due to "tournaments" at fengshan community centre. Certain stuff that we saw were highly explicit, ("bollywood dancing" can be too over at times), Girls wearing school skirts playing bball, showcasing their "outfit" underneath when doing "pirouetttes"(forgot the spelling, anyhow lol)and yeah people exposing their fat-less figure(or rather skeleton.)

didn't do much today, as the presence of the twin towers were already the key to winning so no matter how badly u shoot or play, the twin towers will always come to the rescue.. haha. though the lack of motion, somehow i still feel the exhaust in my legs. can't jump with ease as i started experiencing pulls in the muscle at the lower part of the leg, was too afraid to get the cramps again. ZZ lol. stupid.

But then i'm satisfied that we get to play bballl again even during exam periods. haha.. destressing.. and the ball is undergoing some mutations, causing uncontrolled division of cells and thus leading to outgrowths of rubber AKA cancer. gotta take it to the doctor for chemotherapy or else a transplant. HAH.. wave of coldness~ ps.

也许从始之终，都不该付出任何努力，因为努力付诸流水的感觉真难受。有时不该怀抱任何一丝希望，希望落空时，一切的一切也化为乌有。

2008-06-26T19:25:00.006+08:00

went to botak jones for dinner yesterday. It was a pretty relaxed evening, has been long since i've joked with my mum and brother with such good mood. LOL. my wonderful and 可爱（可怜没人爱）brother hold on to the metal gate, not letting me into the house and push it away violently, causing the gate to smash into my face. OKay maybe i deserved it(cos i laughed at him for his hors and liaos.) but seriously OUCH. quite a funny moment cos i actually laughed and "cried" at the sametime. I will appreciate if he seriously says sorry >.< okay my cheek is still kinda swollen.

todays' going to be sian...i'm lvl 19^^

2008-06-26T17:15:00.004+08:00

It's good to have a short break now after the torturous amaths and biology papers.
Amaths was predictably difficult and i guess many of us died at it. It's so demoralizing and it really affects my mood during the biology paper. I spent my time revising for biology, sacrificing maths and i expect myself to do at least a bit better than before for biology or i will feel like squeezing the life out of myself. I didn't complete the maths paper in time, did a couple of silly mistakes which should really not be condoned(disheartening!). seriously i dont wish to fail maths, it would really affect be gravely. it isn't the time for me to feel discouraged, dispirited, downcast-ed. cause truth is i did study (except for maybe amathsxD), and i don't know what else i could do to improve on my results.

But before there's no return, i would try my best for the next paper, in hope that i could at least scrape a better pass..

在尘埃落定之前，我会尽我最大的努力，力挽狂澜。。。

2008-06-24T20:01:00.002+08:00

Emaths was strangely okay today, that's why i think, paper 2 will kill.zz. we just got away with 3 papers and more to come, studying is such a chore. I can't believe i just fell asleep by reading chemistry. So if anyone is suffering from insomnia, never hesitate to pick up any textbook to flip through, it really works wonders. I guess in future i would be able to sleep soundly. LOL.

slacked for a day. gave up when i dozed off while reading. I know no amount of studying could pay off in chemistry but i just have to try.

坚其志，苦其心，劳其力，事无大小，必有成就。 --- 真的可以吗？

2008-06-23T20:22:00.004+08:00

First day of mid-years. went bonkers yesterday when i realised i seriously don't have enough time to finish studying everything. I started revising SSat8pm and only managed to finish up GUlf war. And my brother's nonsense really caused me to be even more tensed up and frustrated. However the nightmare's over now, I'm relieved.

Today started with me waking up and wondering why it's already 6.30 when my alarm clock is supposed to ring at 5am. I was slow in preparing to go to school, maybe from lack of sleep? and then i walked into the classroom with a geography textbook. 10 mins later, melek asked me why arent you studying SS? it was then that i realised SS was supposed to be tested first, I freaked out. Began searching for my SS textbook, and i actually forgot to bring mine, borrowed from Melek and started on Venice. I seriously hate the feeling of being unprepared, however不见棺材不掉泪. That's my weakness. Flipped to the SEQ segment once the invigilator allow us to check the paper. LAughs~ when i see there's no Venice. hmm.. i have to say taht teachers are indeed scheming. Crapped my way through Gulf war as i only studied the impacts. Cant' remember any of the statistics clearly so i guess i should just hope for a pass?

Geography isn't any better. All of my answers were quite uncertain and i chose development over food. What was i thinking?!

maybe i did study enough, it's just that my study method isn't effective.

Random: Why don't we build headlands? laughs~~
人们可以支配自己的命运，若我们受制于人那错不再命运，而是在于我们自己。。。

2008-06-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

On wednesday, there was the geography make-up lesson. 3 weeks since i have walked up the tremendous fleet of stairs and set foot in 4A classroom. our classroom was certainly wrecked, tables all over the place and since we are not going to use the classroom for at least 2 weeks or so after school reopens, leave it.

thursday was spent watching Xfamily and blogsurfing in the morning and studying at Terminal 1 in late afternoon with jj and sk. Met louis over at Popeye's. since watching xfamily, i have been suffering from certain sideeffects like laughing when i'm reminded of certain scenes in the show. LOL. The studying session was kinda high or probably i zi-highedxD.

Random badminton session with cousins on friday morning. In fear that they can't tahan for too long, i invited SK. I certainly appreciate that he's kind enough to come although i disrupted his beauty sleep. haha. The court is a far cry from safra's. After which, i went to airport to study again, this time with sk and hexian at mcdonalds. it's good to have Irene to take our orders. She provides such good services, never once do we have to leap out of our seats and approach the counter to buy our meals. SDS(short distance delivery system).I think we( or rather sk) have really became good friends with her. That's why we are given free food every now and then. I got a free apple pie and Upsized Mcflurry(lol!) that day. Laughing madness for me that day after i was driven crazy by kinematics questions. It's called laughing cancer, addictive laughing actually, once you start there's no way you can stop it. almost laughed in every alternate minute till we went home.

and then it was studying again. i really can't tolerate the noise level at my house as my cousins were like waging a war with my brother since friday night.thus deciding to camp at the airport. i really like the ambience over there, so condusive for studying( or maybe it was due to the contrast with the noise at my house)

lately, i have been quite in luck with buses. The wait doesn't last for more than 5 mins which is great. however, i think it would be quite sometime later thati would try taking bus 14 at tanahmerah mrt station again.lols.

Time's running out......

Random: My toenail is finally coming off after tributes(steps)from sk, my bro and my fellow cousins. >.<

2008-06-18T11:32:00.003+08:00

went to kbox with b'day girl, chaijia, perle, xinling, vivien, fionna, rachel and amelia. Spent 14.50, burned a huge hole in my pocket, heartache, it was nice and fun though=) After which joined jj and sk at the airport to study just to make me feel less guilty, lol

woke up at 730 in the morning and chionged to safra for badminton. instead of the 0800-1000hrs that we have booked we (perle, jj, sk, xinling, jz and i) played till 1330hrs. i dun care if we are cheapo or what, but once you started playing, it's difficult to stop!! After playing, we made our way to TM's pizza hut for lunch. The student meal helped us to save quite a bit, however, i'm still broke after that. $1.35/= in my wallet right now. PATHETIC. and not forgetting that i still owe sk- 10+ dollars. zzz i nid to find some way to earn money and there's so many nice movies taht we can watch recently, i havn't get to watch Kungfu panda yet=(

I realised that i can't make decisions well or rather i'm quite easily persuaded by people, which is kinda bad sometimes. LOL

this is a game of concentration...

2008-06-12T15:44:00.003+08:00

This week has been a stay-home-week. aside from studying and computer, there's seriously nothing much to do. and i realise my drama-addiction is back again

KO ONE and X-FAMILY.. Their sense of humour is certainly unique. Although all of them are lame jokes but seriously i stil can't stop laughing. don't be surprise if you see crows flying while watching the show and there's always the snowman. LOL.

That's how creative the producer is. able to link two things that have seriously no link. OMG am i talking sense?

The way they make this drama is seriously nothing like before. They even promote other dramas as well as actors in this show which is so COOL.

haiz.. obsession..ZZ

Chu Shen Ru Hua - Fahrenheit

2008-06-10T11:22:00.002+08:00

went to TP to play badminton with my cousin on thursday lol. no wonder everything is FOC. The badminton court is outrageously small. and we got onli 2 pathetic shuttlecocks. I was telling my cousin it wouldn't be enough but i realised later that one of the shuttlecocks is made of plastic and thus, it's not possible to spoil the shuttlecock. LOL thus didn't really enjoy playing. After DDR-ing at my cousin's place. her father sent me to the airport to study with perle, sk and jj.

had our regular badminton session on friday again, perle, sk, jj, me as well as our special guest, Amelia. I think it's our shortest badminton session ever. We used to play a lot longer like about 2 hrs extra but this time it's just too bad that the next group came on time. After which we made our way to TM, and settle for pizza hut. headed to MCdonalds for ice cream next and went home with onli 80cents in my pocket, not considering the 10bucks i'm supposed to pay for badminton fund. >.< i'm broke.

On sunday, jz perle and sk came to my place to sing. Apparently we are in a serious shortage of songs, in desperate need to find economic ways to sing. LOL. soon after jj's arrival, we switched to playstation and some board games.lol. dinner at 9+pm.

Spent almost everynight studying until 3. decided to study throughout the night ytd. however it didn't work out as i dozed off at 2 am and decided that i can't take it anymore. lol.
I should have more self-discipline >.<

2008-06-04T11:27:00.004+08:00

lols. was dying of boredom ytd causing my abstinence to fail. went watch Prince Caspian at Marina. It was NICE. HOwever, Perle and sk could see the link between the movie and christianity while i catch no ball. LOL. The previous movie"the lion, the witch and the wardrobe" is more kiddy in some sense. funny thing is that all of us agree that the unknown guy who acted as High King Peter looks much better than Ben Barnes. Can tell that Perle is DIL with him.

forgot to post about this lol. 崭新的词语-
YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IMAGINATION!

2008-06-03T12:55:00.002+08:00

badminton on friday. i screwed all the games. at first i played with perle and already find myself playing like shit. after which we change teams and my teammate was like sk. we are thrashed like siao, freaking funny though. then went for dinner at TM. silly, that we actually lost our way during the journey.>.<

computer all day long till like 1845, after convincing my mum that i would really study, we went to airport to study. it was 7-11, quite productive actually and with free air-con.LOL. Jaws dropped when i know i have to wait for bus 14 for like 33 mins at tanah merah MRT station. In the end, i ran home. of course being someone who is like so directionless, i need guidance from Perle. seriously THANKS ^^ for walking me to somewhere familiar. I think i'm suffering from night blindness. Recalling the day when we were catching the bus on our way home from EHUB, i mistook bus 12 for bus 17. i remember myself running like mad when i saw the approaching bus "17". upon reaching the bus stop, i found bus 12 instead. okay damn malu.

On Sunday, went to relative's house like for 10 mins to give face to my niece LOL. It's her birthday like 3 yrs old le still so insensible. seriously if you get kids like her, it would be good game. *two thumbs up* After that chionged home, playstation with sk and jj. It was more of watching rather than playing except for the DDR games.
(can tell that my mum is quite shocked by Sk's singing. the onli description that can fit in is 五音不全！）

sudden urge to watch movie. LOLS. ABstAIN. ABstAIn

2008-06-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

study study study, youtube youtube youtube.
the life i wanted is nothing like this =(
random: no mood, super moodless.

2008-05-30T11:51:00.003+08:00

on tuesday, lessons start at 8 and GUESS WAD?? i woke up and when i see the the time on my phone. it was OMG 7:50. lol then i began washing up ASAP. wasn't as late as i thought to be. After which we spend our free time of 1 hr 45 mins, playing ball at the outdoor bball court. okay my team members were perle, sk and andrea. the situation was kinda bad as the tall peeps, hexian, xinling and weijian completely thrashed us. haha kinda exasperating when playing however, it's still fun. After which had BBT and then headed back to school for physics lesson. finished up the syllabus and then balling again, this time at the indoor stadium =)no idea why it's kinda weird playing there. This time my team members were perle and sk again. LOL IS THAT LIKE A GOOD OR BAD THING?? (no offence lol, jus jking). i think it ain't that bad this time? haha opponents were xinling, vivien and juncheng. after which there's a displacement of players. juncheng went home and jj joined in. and then thrashing began. After taking a rest, re-teaming. this time i worked with different members, xinling ^^ and sk >.< LOL. JKJK. so rare that i got the chance to be in same team as xinling HEHE~ then after much contemplating we had a round of mahjong and then DDR (mostly jj). (PS: looking at the way he jumps, i dun think he's normal) MCDONALD's DELIVERY was interesting with an additional ingredient in our fries that made some peeps down with diarrhoea LOL.

almost didn't wake up in time again for wed. after physics lesson, sk, perle and weijian came over to play monopoly. LOL!! i kinda win in the game^^ then andrea and jj came, we headed to ehub for some arcading. DDR and street basketball. Managed to reach home and i was damn high.(brother stayed over at some relative's house) long since i've been able to JOke with my parents.

should hv prepared ear plugs long beforehand, lol. After Oral, SS and MACS, jz and sk came wrecking my house with their wonderful( =.=) singing. wj, jj perle and i were like enjoying their wo men de ai(你们的爱也太凄惨了吧？）then monopoly again. okay jiajie owned. then random gaming at the playstation.

no idea why, but i thought it was good. we hv been leading healthy lifestyles haha, hmm let's see. regular balling sessions and board games?!

sorry i'm freaking long-winded... xD

Random: DDR and winning eleven LOL

2008-05-25T14:21:00.003+08:00

unable to sustain our craving for balling, xinling, perle, vivien, andrea, jz, sk, jj and I went playing again. rather slack ytd as i took lots of rest throughout the balling game. it was painful running and braking with swollen toes. Halfway through the game, my foot was stepped by someone (can't rmb who, but thanks!)i tried to continue. However when the pain became unbearable, i went over to rest and found that there's blood on my sock, therefore the disgusting chore of squeezing ur blood out began. Seriously thanks to the person! or else the blood clot would still be there which is even more troublesome. After draining the blood from both toes, i returned the game and it was smoother and apparently i didn't run that much after that. Therefore, the game wasn't as exhausting as the day before. I wan another balling session soon! Everyone's starting to become hiong after familiarizing with the rules and stuff. which is GOOD!!^^

Anyway after app 3 hrs, we went to 85 for dinner again. Ate lots of food. Thanks to JZ for the stingray and SK for the fried oyster!

goodness.. feels like playing on and on. and never hitting the books again. Such an idealistic life which can't be materialized.

RANDOM: I prefer him to cook. (LAUGHS~)

2008-05-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

Return home from a 6hr balling session with the balling clique(perle, xinling, vivien, sk jj and I)+ andrea + jz + larry+ kiat hoh and jerome.i think we managed to make up for the loss of PE this morning. it's the same old game but fun still with girls vs boys at first and then mixed. I'm really amazed by how height really helps in playing the sport(if you know how to make use of it effectively).And perhaps some sporting instinct could help. i think jz and jj have it.well sk took me by surprise when he managed to snatch the ball away from me.. HAH~ i'm impressed. then he suddenly become so hiong and started to put in goals. LOL.

after which we went 85 for dinner. Ate mango ice. refreshing especially after the long day. haha.

i was wondering for the entire session why my toes were hurting so badly, until i took off my shoes at home and realised that the second toe of each foot is actually blue-black. and i seriously dunno wad to do. it hurts when i apply pressure on it, but then if not how could i remove the blood clot?? zz. OUCH.

it's supposingly the last day of school, but then the holiday mood is not there. first week would be occupied with certain make up lessons and i believe more assignments would be coming up since the moodle is still standing strong LOL. I can predict a super sianded- 2nd semester!.

i'm tired. i need sleep and i need to accomodate to my toes.

2008-05-18T23:59:00.003+08:00

Balling today!! thanks vivien for inviting us over to her family's chalet. at approximately 4.30 we reached pasir ris interchange ( my apologies to xinling for the long wait>.<). whilst waiting for jj, a stranger with all smiles came along. and i thought he knew one of us, cos he was looking so friendly. i began running through my mind to identify if he was one of our primary school friends. Then xinling notified me that we dunno him at all.. LOL. Then he began advertising his ATTRACTIVE product which he said took lots of effort and time. Looking at his product, i can't help but give him the patronizing look and alright although i'm still doubtful of him, since we "wasted" so much of his time, we still donated anyway. then we proceeded to the costa sands chalet, we had a hard time scouting for available basketball courts at the pasir ris area. we actually walked from pasir ris to almost tampines. then after much walking, we finally found greenview sec. by that time it's almostdark. however we proceeded with our game till we seriously find difficulties in seeing and holding the ball properly. Exhausted, we came to the exit and found that the gate was locked. i always thought that things like climbing over the school gate onli happens in dramas, however it came true this time. the feeling of sitting on the gate is actually not bad however getting down is quite a huge problem. You feel insecure, you panick, you freak out. but then still you have to get down. so you can choose to take the leap of faith after you calm your nerves down. LOL. okay i climbed down. Next was xinling. She took longer to come down i guess. after much persuasion and reassurance, she finally took our advice LOL. and the best of all while she was trying all her best to pluck up the courage to jump, the man came and opened the main gate. GG!! hMM that's all folks for our balling activity. we headed back to the chalet, walking, jogging, running. played 48 cards DAI DI. THEN food! almost mute on the way back home. can sense the swell in my throat. hurts when i speak>.<

TO SUMMARIZE, it waas A GREAT DAY FELLOW BALLING MATES!! anticipating for the next=D

my dream girl<3

2008-05-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

today's schedule was packed, a definite chionging day. we decided to go for movie straightaway after school. this was what happened. at 1340hrs when the movie is supposed to start. I'm still at blk 403 and for your information 403 is at Bedok?! 15 mins passed and i cheong my way up to gv, i'm like one of the last to reach. so the 10 of us caused quite a huge commotion in gathering all the people through the hallway and to the theatres. fortunately, we didn't really miss much. takeshi kaneshiro was on his way through the door to the Earth when we stepped into the theatres. so we were like relieved. the movie turns out pretty well, i think, especially the unexpected link and twist.

after that, we chionged for badminton. Reached half an hour late, wasting off the court. enjoyable session, except for the cramping part :S Don't know why but i can't seem to exert force with my arm for the day. weird. i need to play more badminton!! after which, there was onli perle, jz, sk , jj and me left. after much decision, we settled down at pastamania. LONG SINCE I'VE TASTED PASTA=D. We are feeling so full that we decided to do some work out at the arcade. we played hockey REALLY except that it's with your hands on the TABLE. and yeah. perle and I challenged sk and jj. i'm so so disgruntled that we actually lost. (arh!) there's always a next time though....

gtg slp^^

2008-05-12T18:54:00.003+08:00

lately, my tear glands have been overactive somehow and seriously i hate it. hope that it would function properly again. LOL. just feel like posting to express my gratitude to friends who accompany me when things are not working well. THANKS!! and never do you want to listen to corinne may's birthday song when you are feeling moody or EMO...XD

Deprived of sleep~~ all thanks to the MELODIOUS SNORING of my brother throughout the night!!

2008-05-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

PE marked the start of the day. we played frisbees and modified netball. i was SLOW.
the day went on pretty smoothly, until i started doing math again. it was that bloody question taht i have solved before but then i jus can't solve it at that point of time. that leads to frustration and futher exasperation till i can't take it anymore. I did it for the last time. solved it and was drained of all my energy. I tried hard to stay awake during physics. all i noe is AC is alternating Current. then it was maths ,tests are never meant to be easy and i jus have to pray hard that my hard work pays off. =) genuinely hoping so..

then quite a number of people hanged out at 85 for lunch. the session was generally fun, suaning each other( most of the time- me being suan-ed). then somehow an idea struck us that we can actually play ball. there we go, scouting for vacant courts to play. in the end we settled at 138 and played with other people. and i think we are sort of thrashed. no one was really on form( i guess). however, it's been long since i played basketball LOL (sad case)

after which bubble tea again- CAPPUCINO
return home. slack. do chem WS- dumbfounded- surrender- BYE

2008-05-03T11:20:00.004+08:00

hadn't been online for the past few days due to some gaming and studying sessions. though i had been Trying real hard to abstain from Audi i still played 2 hrs of it in the morning(hah). glad that we got our class tee at last. So sorry to delay the class tee for so long, but we got it anyway=) overall, the class tee was nice and fine( other than the printing of my name) . THANKS SIEWCHEN for the great job!!!! Note* collecting money and pressing others for money is seriously not a nice job and i would sincerely appreciate it if SOME people can take the initiative to pay up to make my job easier-.-. ToSUMMARIZEcollecting funds SUCKSSSSSSSSS~.

went to white sands for lunch with perle amelia fionna after paper 1. after which perle and i visitied the library. After much discussion and contemplating, finally decided that i should stick to my promise, went to safra to watch the soccer match between cage and mega-N. caught jj scoring a penalty shot. Cage won. after which gaming again with jy and sk.

and gaming =)

and study. =(

and study. =(

english and chinese paper 1 was just over. the feeling of uncertainty would only subside till the papers are returned lol. And now to chiong for the rest of the papers.

Bubble tea costs me $3.30. sobs. ( if only u get wad i mean)

2008-04-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

hmm.. friday's always quite an enjoyable day. The shortest day of the week and there's PE to look forward to.
However an unfortunate accident occurred during the games today, causing PE to end abruptly. After which we continued our lessons as per normal. and after our learning journey to the supreme court, city hall and blahblah. In overall, the learning journey was quite fun. other than getting freak out by jingying and crashing my head against the wood, the learning journey was fine in overall. Upon reaching the school we decided tp visit Cheong Kai at the hospital. He seems fine although kinda blur due to the anaestethic jabs. CheongKai get well soon!!^^
Then we went eastpoint to makan and then HOME!!

played a few rounds of audi and i'm so demoralized.. SOBS and SLEEPS..

2008-04-23T17:49:00.002+08:00

Okay a really short post to vent my frustrations.(thanks to the people who actually listened to me nag!) My math and Chinese is indeed demoralizing. I keep telling myself that it’s really just a test but I just can’t accept the fact when I really see the red marks on the paper. I really have to pull away from this depression LOL. (and it’s really humiliating to cry in public. Argh>.<) I really dunno how to improve my Chinese summary. I fear that I would get the same kind of results for MID-YEAR. I really wish to do something to improve but I dunno how. Somebody help me!!
My eyesight is failing on me…..

2008-04-19T11:06:00.002+08:00

Just got the very zai guy to come over and assemble a new CPU. The speed is faster by 0.2(dunno wad unit) right now. i'm satisfied. HEHE.It's amazing that i could actually survive 2 weeks without using the computer, proves that i'm not really addicted to computer games LOL. i think i achieved more without the computer but then since i had already compromise with my mother to game only 1 hr per day, i guess i should still be able to focus on studies. Thanks to Perle, Jia Jie, SK for coming to my house to keep me company during the period without computer!!

Busy recovering all my lost files now...BB

2008-04-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Have been watching 超级星光大道lately. I am still watching the first season's lol (lagg-uh) The comparison and competition between yang zong wei and xiao jing teng interests me. It's only during the s-pop thing that yiting actually explained to me wad the show was about. yang zong wei is in competition while xiao jing teng is actually a competitor. Actually both of them are so much alike in terms of their standing posture when singing(LOL), their potential, their emotions and more. During the PK battle, Aska lost to xiao jing teng once when he failed to remember the lyrics of the song which he had changed at the last point. This is humiliating as xiao jing teng sang the song 背叛by 曹格which Aska had previously sung and scored 21.5 out of However, during the second PK battle, Aska finally recovered and competed with xiao jing teng with the same song, 新不了情-万芳. In this battle Aska displayed his own unique way of singing and won the applause of many. i was so totally mesmerized by the way he sang the song and this further tells me that i like him better lol. However. it's a pity that yang zong wei lied about his own age, forfeiting his chance to clinch the first position. He's the most talented and skilful singer in the competition but he let the chance slip by due to his dishonesty. But seriously i still admire him!! his singing is seriously outrageously good. Lols i gotta stop this babbling about this competition lol, it has ended ages ago. >.<

2008-03-24T19:27:00.003+08:00

Hadn't been able to post lately as my computer died on me for the past week. Therefore i survived the previous week without any audition and internet. thinking of what happened during assembly today, when jasper-lee shared about his experience with addiction to AUDITION.....Actually it's kinda a good thing.
I guess if i'm able to think critically and be self disciplined all the time, i could work harder and be more focused on studies. probably because of less distractions and stuff. However i still love my computer's company. LOL.

called up on the computer technician and got my com fixed. i didn imagine that the technician was so young cos seriously his name is very OBIANG! but then wad a competent and talented guy- COMPUTER SPECIALIST, BASKETBALL/BADMINTON COACH. IMagine how much he can earn, although he can't speak that well but i think he manage to knock some sense into my parents. Let them know it's not always JC JC JC, poly is also highly recommended. Asked him loads of questions on technology stuff. and felt that i should get myself apple-itouch or something. Laptop is not a good buy cos u hv to lug them to school in future which is extremely inconvenient( also there are few gaming laptops, even if there is the screen is too small for the game to be enjoyable). hence, i'm beginning to have second thoughts bout buying a laptop. DIY a high end computer is DEFINITELY BETTER!! can add graphic card, sound card , wadeva shit you wan! Make a computer that is ideal for ur lifestyle!! lols..

anyway after that meet up with yiting, claudia and georgina to watch S-POP at the indoor stadium. some parts are boring and disappointing, but overall it's still quite a fruitful trip. Futhermore we got quite good seatings for free!! JJ is fabulous, his dance item at the end is definitely worth watching!!!!!!!!!!!! LEE SHENG JIE AND XIAO JING TENG were also fantastic. THEIR SINGING ARE EXTREMELY GOOD! WU QI XIAN IS GREAT TOO!! TAI SHA IS THE ULTIMATE SONG THAT CAN MAKE MY HAIR STAND!!

THANKS TO CLAUDIA FOR ASKING ME TO WATCH SPOP!! I ENJOYED IT!!

2008-03-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

PHysics makeup on monday first thing in the morning. slept only for 4.5 hrs and feel like dying when i woke up before the alarm clock even rang (it's as if there's a living alarm clock within me, zz can't even steal a nap). after which went home did some holiday hw then proceed to play badminton. WAS LATE again. seems to be a rather frequent thing nowadays, wanted badly to quit the habit.

KUISHINBO on tuesday. Generally the outing was fun. I guessed i really tried WINDOW SHOPPING that day. Spent a few hours walking from towers to towers in SUNTEC. DEADBEAT AFTER THE CONSTANT walking and i seriously dun understand how those crazy ppl wearing extremely high heels could stand wandering around all day long. WHY TORTURE YOURSELF??! lol

went watching The Leap Years and it's totally DISAPPOINTING. i think it's far too over-rated. lols. can't believe i actually wasted $$ on it. should have saved up for other good movies. But i admit that lee-ann is so pretty and sophisticated. She acted well i think. but i think somehow the movie is boring and too much stuff are left unexplained. and how could jeremy turned out to be like that when he aged??lol.( no link at all except for the mole under the right eye, which i think they did it on purpose). the show would be far more realistic if they just use lilin and ananda back again lol.

supposingly watching step up 2 tmr. hope i can gain clearance smoothly. MUM PLEASE SPARE ME THE NAGGING!!

2008-03-08T11:58:00.003+08:00

watched L CHANGE the WORLD on 6 march. and it's fantastic. i think it's even nicer than Death Note !

In this spin-off, Kenichi Matsuyama (L awliet) fights crime again. In Death Note 2 the last name, he sacrificed himself to get rid of KIRA( Yagami Light). he wrote his own name in the death note to "prolong" his life and gave himself 23 days. and in L change the world, he managed to solve another case with his intelligence,saving the world. L showcases another side of him, having to take care of two small kids. unlike the previous movies, L no longer cooped at his own apartment but he had to run away from the villians along with the two kids. it's more action pac. I think almost everyone cried during the part where L brought the cute kid to the orphanage and named him "Near". it's saddening to see him die after having help to save the world and do so many good deeds. =(. but after all it's just a movie) lols.

coming up next: STEP UP2, LEAP YEARS, PS I LOVE YOU( reading the book now, seems like a touching movie), 10000 BC.

2008-03-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

Something interesting i did from the link http://speedtest.10-fastfingers.com/ provided by aaron on the class blog

80 words

Speed test

2008-02-27T18:02:00.001+08:00

这是一只“飞机”（飞鸡）。。。

2008-02-26T18:21:00.002+08:00

have a relatively enjoyable experience over at NUS for the Chinese GK Contest. it was not so comfortable at first, unable to accomodate to the situation where there's only 3 singaporeans(including bus driver) amongst 15 people in the minivan. it's terrible when you find it difficult to breathe in the cramped space and hearing those "accent-ed"sound travelling all over the place. but one thing you have to admit, they are seriously fun and smart people. Their GK is absolutely fantastic. the guy in the same team as me is outrageously resourceful and fast(seriously no human reaction time) but i guess we pulled his average down therefore causing us not to be able to get into the semi-finals. however, our school's second team entered the semi. along the way, i learn lots of new stuff that interests me a lot. maybe u all will find it boring but i just like Cheena history. Finally after almost a day in the lecture theatre we left the place, happy and satisfied.(came in FIRST). although it has nothing to do with me, but of course i felt happy for them and yeah i guess i benefited from it in some sense $_$. tried all my best to finish math and study for bio.
on sunday, met with amelia and fionna to eat botak jones and studied at the bedok library along with perle later. it was quite amazing that we are able to achieve and complete some of the intended tasks at the end of the session though with some disruptions and constant chitchatting in the midst of "studying".
school as per normal. Upon reaching the school, received the news that bio test is on tuesday. Ambivalence: mixture of joy but also siandedness.
Tuesday. First lesson of biology, Do you all want the test today after school or next week?
next week would be the typical answer. and the feeling swarmed in again. after that lessons and lessons, feel so terrible during second bio lesson, start to wonder if i'm seriously retarded as i can't understand heredity when it's supposed to be easy. HEADACHE HEADACHE. No apologies. Funny throughout. and decided to go BOTAK Jones again upon fionna and chaijia's suggestion.

Had too full a meal, with pizzas and cajun chicken. cost me a bomb. sianz..
my pocket money is drained way too fast. have to go and earn money liaoz. $-)

2008-02-16T12:56:00.002+08:00

Encounter some problems during the hair & attire check. i was caught for UNTIDY HAIR, EAR STUDS,NECK CHAIN. it was my first time getting caught but then the feeling seems natural, lol. It's ridiculous when Mr Kevin Tan pinpoint to Ms chua that my hair would fall out of place when i bend down. which is like duh. imagine who's hair would continue to stay in place when u continuously nod ur head??? and it's impossible for ur hair to be neat after ms chua pulls ur hair out of ur ponytail!!!

after which dashed into the AVT, fortunately the VP is kind enough not to ask me why i'm late. the dialogue session is kinda a two way one(at last) but then i dun really think it's effective as what they do is"clarify our doubts" by explaining stuff to us but not really listen to our feedback or carry out any actions to pacify and help us.

The rest of the week is okay jus that it's disappointing not to be able to play our own games during PE lessons anymore. although gym is quite interesting>.<

has been a week since i did some swimming exercise. craving for MAHJONG...

2008-02-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

On Sunday went to watch CJ7 as planned. the story was rather touching and funny at the same time. the little "boy" is very cute and cheeky acted well for her age. and Stephen Chow acted as his father. The movie reached its climax when stephen chow fell from the construction site and sorta died but then got revived by the "alien"(named CJ7 by the boy). after which, watched my cousins eat lunch as i'm already full with the mass of popcorns in my stomach. chionged home to meet sk, jj and zi xiang when i realised they are just two stops away from my house. waited the bus for a damn long time. ran home. they arrive moments later. played a round of mahjong. Audi-ed and then went meeting Jz, xinling, jerome and louis for movie and dinner. Can't get tickets for the Ah long one so settled for Kungfu DUnk again. Didn't realised that the movie took such a long time. Didn't eat well because i know that i would get a scolding from my mum when i get home. I promised that i would be home early but things jus didn't go that well. HEHE.. it happens everytime.

and so The whole day was jus so panic stricken. Rush home from TM after CJ7, fearing that they would be waiting too long. Rushing to TM after mahjong, afraid that we may delay the people for the movie. Rushing back home after dinner, Petrified that MY MUM'S 你回来我才跟你算账!!

lols. I love watching movies!!! that's a sure thing. LOLS

2008-02-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

It's the chinese new year week and we only have to study for MONDAY and tuesday. NO MOOD TO STUDY AT ALL just anticipating for wednesday to come. nothing much on monday, stil chionging audition. on TUESDAY went watching CLOVERFIELD with SK AND JC.

On WEDNESDAY

we had two periods of lesson and obviously no one is really attentive i think. MS NPK's game is SO INTERESTING.. TOO BAD I'm TOO LAME FOR IT. I guess i should be sorry BOuT The CRABSTICK STUFF -.-
after the CNY concert, Wanying finally gets to come my house to play mahjong after her constant droning. poor Hexian gets drag into when she couldn't find the fourth player.. The session was as expected until wanying's mum began searching for her high and low at TM. Wanying jus took her belongings and walk out. with a BYE.

HAD REUNION DINNER AFTER THAT. THE FOOD IS NICE....

PLAY FEW ROUNDS OF BLACK JACK. NEVER REALLY LOSE OR WIN ANYTHING.

CNY DAY I

As usual go to 116 my alreadynothere GRANDMA AND PA's HOUSE. ATE.CHAT.ATE.CHAT. went to my stillhere AHMA's house, got my angbaos from aunts and relatives. played blackJack again or rather GAMBLED. lost fifty CENTS haha. WENT JURONG AND JALAN KAYU FOR FURTHER ANGBAOS.

RETURN TO CNY HQ 116, HOTPOT again(nice!) PLAYED BINGO won 40+ dollars.. LOLS.. pay a visit to my fellow cousin's new place. watch them play mahjong and help to play a few rounds. won a couple and satisfied went home at 2PLUS.FELL DEAD ASLEEP ONCE I REACH HOME(for once)

CNY DAYII

K BOX with COUSINS, CHERYL GERALD AND JASMINE. expensive but still nice. and there after 4 hours back to HQ ATE LUNCH AT 6 and DINNER at 8. POOR TIMING. GOT ANGBAOS again. GAMBLED

DAY III

planned to watch CJ7 with cousins LILY and JASMINE but in the end it failed. the tickets were so fast selling that it's imposible to get good seats at that point of time. ENDEd up watching KUNGFU DUNK starring JAY CHOU. He's much better this time probably because he looks comical enough to be in a comedy LOL. (no offence to any JAY CHOUFANS)

UNABLE TO SUCCUMB THE TEMPTATIONS. WE BOOK TICKETS FOR CJ7 dated FEB 10 which would be today. GOTTA RUN!!

WANNA HAVE THE CUTE BOTTLE in the KUNGFU DUNK POPCORN COMBO^^..

JUS HOPE THAT EVERYDAY COULD BE CHINESE NEW YEAR>>> LESS STRESSFUL AND DREADFUL lolss.....

2008-02-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

After school, Perle and I went to the library and then to the bubble tea shop with vivien, andrea and her sister. We spent our time laming and crapping throughout the session i guess Rene is quite amazed/amused by our nonsensical conversations.lol. Due to the stormy+rainy weather, Perle decided to come my house for shelter. We played a few rounds of audi, went to the OSCAR website to reassess our abilities and interests. HAH. and in the end we spent our time brainstorming for ideas for the class tee, which i hope would be a success and after which having nothing to do we kept ourselves entertained, taking a number of ridiculous tests at blogthings.com.

Here's wad perle got for the Which of the X-men are you?test.

You AreROUGE

You're reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal.
You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can't control.

Powers: absorbing other people's memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touch

I'm this.....(erm.. at least i wasn't rouge.. cyclops is not bad)

this is wad perle gets after a few trials with 2 rouges and still stuck at ice-man.. i guess she's quite envious that i've gotten her cyclops, lol xd

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.
Power: force beams from your eyes

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible
A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

And now, the What Gender is your brain? test...

Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn't a bad thing at all
You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice.

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

and this is what my bro(commonly known as BB) got, the immediate impact was hilarious cause i thought he looked kinda gay all along(and he's almost a female).... LOL

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

I'm so grateful to my uncle for repairing the water heater so that i can finally bathe normally in warm water, refrain from suffering under the excrutiating coldness early in the morning.. hehe..=)

2008-01-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

lately.. we hv been busy preparing for our CNY noticeboard. Most of us who stayed back to do the decoration helped in drinking a can of coke so that we can use the coke cans although i felt sick after drinking a can of coke but was still delighted to find that the coke cans are put to good use. The decoration was going fairly well and i believe the overall effect would be well done=)

i finally realise the importance of the O levels today. i seriously dun give a damn about o levels last year, and never take the chinese exam seriously. but then just when we are going to receive our results today.. i felt the tension in our class...The mood was so not like before.

i didn't feel anything till chinese lesson when i'm starting to be affected by claudia and guiyue who were so nervous and anxious. Claudia is like counting down every other second and asking me do you think i will cry later? or something like that. Guiyue was certainly more self-disciplined although i can still see her anxiety. Yiting was jus as normal, but than obviously she's also nervous. After trying to convince Claudia and Guiyue that they would certainly get their A's, I suddenly realise that i was unsure if i could get an A1. it would certainly be devastating if i can' get an A1 but i jus hv to tell myself that a B3 is enough( lol just deluding myself). Yiting actually wanted to bet with me but luckily i didn't give in or else i would hv lost the bet.LOL.

we had a taste of the tension and anxiety in the hall when the previous secondary 4 seniors get their results. It's kinda a mixed feeling, i hope i could be there straight away so as to get this thing done once and for all but at the same time, i dun really wanto leave the school(although the school definitely ****)

LIFE IS MISERABLE............................SOMETIMES......

2008-01-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

it's the weekends again..should be working today de but in the end the working plan was aborted. SO SIAN no work=no income. Having been deprived of mahjong for a month by now, Perle is finally unable to suppress her longing for mahjong hahha. Perle, sk, jj and i played one round of mahjong today before they rush off to their tuition. i was quite not in the mood dunno why, just feel lousy LOL. halfway through we(SKmainly) started to imitate, how cartoon characters talk and make those funny noises. There were the road runner, Goofy and we work towards deciphering how tweety bird actually speak LOL.. the mahjong session ended at 6+, settled down trying to read agatha christie...had dinner,came back for somemore audi, stop a while later after realising that i'm too tired to concentrate for anymore CRAZY MOVES AND MAGIC WORLD give up and settled down with blogging and now.... going to dreamland.... LALALA

2008-01-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

it's tiring after a long day at sch. i think thursday is the most dreadful day ever. today is slightly better than last week at least we only hv to reach sch at 820. The long hours of lessons are too draining after maths, geog, chem, chinese, SS and many other more. There seems to be plenty of homework to be done but then we( andrea, sk, jj and i) still continued with our MJ plan. It's a short session so i still manage to get some stuff done. others can be handed in next week so there isn't much of a rush. Anyway, whilst brainstorming of ideas for the speech in English lesson. Zhuting shared a story bout a professor giving a lecture bout how you prioritze things( bigrocks and small stones THEORY, LOL) After completing some stuff, finally wanted to play audition
but then find that there is a new patch and the connection is lagging out, has been loading for quite a long time le still not ready yet which causes a big delay still hadn't get to play audition for the day yet.. sian-ded( that's why i'm waiting, waiting, waiting and blogging when i've finished the recent bull fighting and even started watching a new drama ......)

wad a dreadful DAY xDDD

2008-01-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

went watching the NBL HUMMER CHAMPIONSHIP. this is just a nicer name for friendly basketball games organized in singapore. It was the Singapore Slingers and Wollongong Hawks. and having been losing for almost every game, it's quite amazing that singapore finally emerges as the winning team for once. Rod Grizzard and Shane Mcdonalds are still my favourites but then i realised that Helms is the main member who really scores. Shane Mcdonalds is one special player although he's 182cm but then he still looks tiny in team with giants like Grizzard(203), despite his height he's able to assist impeccably. though he didn't really score this time but the few shots that he made is spectacular enough (esp the 3 pointers, clear cut). at regular intervals there would be fillers like the million dollar shot..

You actuallly hv 3 chances to win it big in the million dollar shot. First you send the ball flying across the court from half court. and if you are lucky u may get the ball head on into the hoop and hurray u get a million.zz.. (that's only if you get really luckY. Next you may try a shot at the semicircle and the prize is an LG Tv i think and at the free shot position you have the cahnce to get 500 bucks. Nobody get any of the prizes in the end(which is expected). after which went to eat mcdonaldswith parents (seems that they really enjoy watchign the game) and got home.

SChool next day. can't rmb which day we did the bio practical which is quite fun, see how ur heart beats erratically as u laugh, or run or talk wadeva. then on tuesday, sk, wanying, jj and andrea came my hosue and play mahjong for quite a while although we only managed to play 4 winds. Then had mcdonalds AGAIN.

Today- the whole day was fine, except that there is the class leaders investiture rehearsal which wasted much of my time LOL.

in the midst of chionging zuo wen..

2008-01-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

school has reopened for almost a week by now. everything has gone back to normal. and i'm satisfied with my new seat, right at the centre of the class, easier for me to see the whiteboard and occasionally, the 3 people in front of me will make way and join tables with their"partners". (zhuting is really tall, lols).
everything's still going fine.. but who knows what may happen in the future and i'm still looking forward to Page 28 of the student's handbook lol. Lesson and tests had already started we got new as well as familiar teachers like miss poh mr ben tan and mr mok. Mdm Hidayah became our form teacher and she teaches physics. She's really nice and fun and fun-ny. Mr Mok as our co form teacher.

and really a few days ago i was sabo-ed to be the vice chairperson and the feeling isn't exactly that great, feels like there's a lot more sai-gang to do like ahem.. class-tee. responsibility seems to be heavier than being a treasurer after all we manipulate money instead of people.

well that's all folks.. have to do maths homework and study water margin. lol. bye^^

2007-12-31T10:15:00.000+08:00

29 dec

went to tm to get some stuff along with perle jz sk and jy before proceeding to orchard. the first thing we did was to get movie tickets at the cathay- I am LxxxxD...

the movie was indeed nice, quite special too. i guess there wouldn't be another movie with jus a lead actor without accompanying supporting actors and actresses. unless if u counted the dog in, lol.and will smith is a fantastic actor cos imagine that he have to induce all those sorrow and pains all alone( with so many directors at his side) in fact he looks incredibly spastic sometimes. apparently neville(his role in the movie) placed models in a disc shop and starts to treat them like live souls and starts talking to them. the most saddening part of the movie is-My name is Robert Neville. I am a survivor living in New York City. I am broadcasting on all AM frequencies. I will be at the South Street Seaport everyday at mid-day, when the sun is highest in the sky. If you are out there... if anyone is out there... I can provide food, I can provide shelter, I can provide security. If there's anybody out there... anybody... please. You are not alone. this recording was played twice in the movie and it really shows how desperate and hopeless Robert Neville felt. he tried ways and means to find the cure to the KV virus but then it's only till the moment before he sacrifices then he found it and save the survivors.

after the movie we went for Fish & Co. i think it maybe my first and last time eating there. lols.. the fish is super duper oily. the first bite was WOW, second was WOw, third Wow, fourth was wow. and this goes on until the tenth bite EWw...actually it should be good food..but then the quantity is just too awesome. i couldn't finish it and the meal isn't cheap lol. i think i have to stay away from fish for some time.haha. A BIT THANKS for the BIG HONG ZHONG from Perle, Fionna ANd Chaijia as christmas present.

=))

30 dec

badminton session at 530-730, had amini mahjong session with fellow kakis- sk and perle.t then proceeded to the cc.. gave jj his present at last. played for an additional hour. then went to 85 for dinner

31 dec
chiong down to century square to watch national treasure with sk and wy missed a few minutes of the show. the movie is nice although some parts are quite illogical. then proceeded to changi airport for dinner- Swensens had gold rush and fries. after that joined my father and bro to watch fireworks lol.

this holidays are the most enjoyable i have ever had. a taste of office life and freedom=)

2007-12-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

my computer is alive and kicking at last and hope it last for long.
went andrea's house today to do our english project and suprisingly we managed to finish the advertisement in a relatively short time. we spent most of the time brainstorming ideas that are often ridiculous but then we managed to settle down with our UNIQUE product after some time. after finishing the project, we began slacking. i had fun with AUDITION and of course WII which is a totallly new thing to me. it's fascinating how that small remote/controller works!! of course after sometime we took our leave. xinling and I took the train home and we shared about our experiences at work. can see that her work is quite stressful with an overbearing lady boss, commanding her here and there. she's like PMS-ing almost everyday and we know that her dear husband is going to have a hard time living with her.LOLS.
that's all folks for today..
lately my mum has been giving me freedom at last and i have been telling myself to be satisfied with the current state and not to push the limits any further.

HAPPY X'MAS EVERYONE!!

2007-12-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

can't keep up with blogging nowadays as my com died on me once again
this time.. i think dio virus and my internet connection is cut off.. pathetic but too bad i'm always the sway one who kena all the computer malfunction. i've tasted all kinds before.
anyway a few days ago, perle, sk and I went to marina square for movie and to shop. halfway through, jy and louis joined us for golden compass. (could be better if it's shown together with the part 2 and 3. so that the audience wouldn't be stunned by the abrupt 'ending')it was quite a successful outing apart from the fact that we had quite a hard time looking for people to go with us. after shopping, and the movie, once again, there's only perle, sk and I. we went for pizza hut. and after a discussion whether to go to the airport to send jz, we went home.... as it could be inappropriate for us to go with his parents and relatives around.

yesterday, we went to buy food and equipment for the bbq today. and apparently there should be more than enough people going to buy but then in the end there were only 4 including me. jy and jj joined midway. we are basically on a very tight budget and therefore after much consideration and stuff, we finally settled our bill, X amount and let x be higher than 50 and less than 100.
lols..so it's bbq today and we only manage to get Y number of people and let y be more than 0 and less than 41. HAH

looking forward to the bbq. HOPE it would be fun...

2007-12-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

No work today and is currently slacking at home now..

watched Phantom of the Opera yesterday and it's seriously NICE N SPECTACULAR. the music, the melody, the story is just so unforgettable. i still have the music in my head right now.=)
The famous ones are like "think of me", "the phantom of the opera" and "the music of the night".

Generally the plot was about a disfigured music genius, hidden away in an opera house in Paris and he stops at nothing to have his protege( and love) take the lead role, so he begins terrorizing the people in the opera house.

The Phantom, Erik(gerard butler) &

Christine Daae ( Emmy Rossum),

christine's childhood sweetheart, Raoul
Masquerade
... that's all folks...

Looking forward to the bbq on 13 dec=)0

2007-12-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

Had a day off today. as our mahjong pro is finally free to have a game with us. first time that i get to have a whole weekday free since i took up the job at the office. haiz.. sounds a bit sian-ded. but this job is really quite a good fetch. haha.
Anyway, earlier on, had mahjong with sk, jj and hexian. the game was unusually fast, probably due to the presence of a mahjong pro?? the game officially started at abt 3 and ended at 8 + although mahjong pro left earlier for some family outing.. lols.
tmr is going to be work again.. feeling of dread is starting to swell.. lol nothing much to say liao...
zzz

feel like watching... ENCHANTED and GOLDEN COMPASS...

2007-11-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

haha.. feel so rejuvenated. although the situation with my com is quite disastrous now. no sound= no audition= no youtube= no music. which leaves me only with blogging? and msn? zzz.. luckily my father signed another broadband which compensate the shortcoming of my com right now.. hope that the problem would be solved reallly soon... cos i'm really deprived of audi....

anyway... working at the reception counter is seriously not bad. you get to surf the net all you want with the *two thumbs up* connection. it's superb!! and just hv to answer calls and direct their lines to the correct recipients. although some of them have really thick accent and un-understandable english, it's still quite a do-able job. but most of the time it's slacking lah.. (guilty) left work at approximately 530pm today to rush back for some mahjong session..

Players: JJ, SK and I
i think i might have just pull through the 3 days of disfortune and start to win back my luck but then sk was still the winner. however jj amazed us with his 小四喜 (refers to having 3 of each东南西北 for a win) it's seriously very difficult to get that and yepp he did that with an unexpected composure. and really surprised us.

in conclusion, i'm still the big loser but then i actually SURVIVED the days of hardship. HAH~

2007-11-28T09:18:00.000+08:00

long time since i hve blogged after the severe malfunction/ breakdown of my harddisk.
over the days our activities are very packed. it's WORK WORK AND MAHJONG, WORK WORK AND MAHJONG. i enjoyed every bit of that especially after i quite LJS and switch jobs. currently using the company's computer now whilst awaiting the arrival of my "coach" to assign tasks for me. yepp i'm no longer in LJS which is seriously a fortune. A BIG THANKYOU to Amelia for introducing the job to me. although LJS is more flexible in a way... but i believe that anyone in their right mind would choose this office job over LJS.. IT's the $$ that counts actually. HEHE..... so i'm so comfortably seated in my office right now.. enjoying life.. and somehow though i feel guilty cos everyone is like so busy while i'm still getting my pay for slacking in the office xD. i had mahjong for like consequently 5 days and craving for more although i'm really down with my luck this couple of days. but THERE's HOPE AS LONG AS WE BELIEVE(adapted fromdunno where...... LOLS~~~~)JY's House is pretty fun and i wish to go there more often haha. ANW the company's internet connection is super ZAI. two thumbs up. everything is just ready in a flick of your fingers. and yahoo.. my youtube is ready now.... so cya...

I guess playing overnight mahjong at jY's house would be most ideal as the glitter of the mahjong tiles really keeps everyone awake ^^LOLS~~~

2007-11-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

Ok, this is the first time that I feel such a strong urge to blog and VOICE OUT.
I guess everyone was quite unhappy about what happened yesterday. It was the o lvl Chinese paper and we are supposed to have the-all-relaxed-and-enjoying-the-holiday-mood but then our day was completely spoilt.
This was what happened yesterday.
After the shortbreak after paper I, paper II commenced. we were asked by the invigilator to bring our dictionary with us which was odd, we were doubtful but then most people do as instructed. Then halfway through the paper a second invigilator came in and demanded that we place the dictionary down on the floor. Again. We did as what we were instructed to do. After which the paper ended, but we were not allowed to leave as WE BREACHED THE RULES.
As many of the people would have said that it’s common sense,
The invigilator popped up a question>> Do you think you all can use the dictionary??
Of course the answer was an obvious no. and I thought he was just trying to be funny and sarcastic but then the next thing he said was something like(a rough idea)>> yes.. u may as it is not stated that usage of dictionary is restricted on the paper
We told him like no(as in to be logical right? Even NC *** says its common sense)but then our various attempts to convince him was to no avail. He’s adamant that we should bring the dictionary along with us
Invigilator>>USE IT BEFORE, I ASK YOU TO PLACE IT ON THE FLOOR.
And from his tone we thought he sounded pissed and therefore we didn’t really continue to voice out as not to provoke him. Then we retrieved our dictionary back from our bags. Though we were quite sure that the dictionary shouldn’t be used, the teacher’s convincing and confident tone swayed us and we just follow suit.
2nd invigilator arrives and she blabbered>>you are not supposed to use the dictionary.. and so as OBEDIENT KIDS once again we always listen to adults.
Then the 1st invigilator was back, he collected the papers and before he left.
He said>> you don’t have to let word gets round that you have been using the dictionary.
I believe a person with normal IQ would have easily guessed what he meant. To me it basically means, you dun have to let other know about this, otherwise I would get into trouble. He’s trying to shield himself from all the mess that he had created.
Just as we were about the leave the classroom, we were called back and the lecture by NC KOH began.
>>It shouldn’t have been an issue raised at all. Why would the question pop up?
>> would the examinations procedure have changed overnight?
>>it’s has been the usual practice, we would have told you if there’s any changes in the examinations procedure
>>STUDENTS IN ANGLICAN HIGH, DISAPPOINTING
And seriously this is all bullshit to me.. why don’t you get the facts right first, before hollering like an *** in front of us? It’s the teacher who asked the question and not us. The way they lecture us is as if we already had the motive beforehand and we intended to do so. I thought everyone should be equal why are we being screamed at while the invigilator who ”instigated” us wasn’t even spoke too? And it’s apparent that the invigilator hasn’t been owning up or else we wouldn’t be the ones who have popped up the question.
In the end, we did an evaluation or something…
Those who didn’t bring the dictionary at all good for you( now I see why it’s not always necessary to listen to instructions and act out accordingly)
For those that bring the dictionary to your DESK and never use it at all CONGRATULATIONS cos you end up with the same fate as me. The feeling is just so miserable,, feels that everything that you have done is doubted and you are MADE guilty accused of cheating.
AND THE EMPHASIS OF POSSESSION IS SIMPLY RETARDED
On your desk/on your lap/under your table= in your possession.
Frankly speaking everything that I have once touched would be my possession then? Why would be on my table/under my table be my possession? Cos I have touched it? Oops I touched the desk, oh man I have to bring it back home as I have to safeguard my possession.zzz
All parties were actually at fault, and we would have felt better if we were not the only ones who were lectured. They didn’t spare a thought for us. Even though we were at fault, I guess the invigilator should also be pinpointed and apologise for the misunderstanding that he had caused( I’m not trying to blame him but it’s an apparent fact that he was the one who was the starter)anyway he just maintain silence throughout and disappeared halfway through. By the looks of it, the only reason that they didn’t drag him out is to fend themselves. So as to “SAVE FACE”
WHY DO I HAVE TO OWN UP FOR SOMETHING THAT I DIDN”T DO AT ALL? I SAID DESK!!
Suggestions:
Brief the invigilators about the examinations procedures before invigilating so as to save us from all the trouble and preventing us from landing into such deep shit.
Install surveillance camera as they would have worked better at least real images wouldn’t deceive and lie. They could monitor all our actions better so that we wouldn’t do dumb things like taking out our dictionary again.
Argh. I think I have let off some frustrations.

2007-10-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

lols.. starting of holidays.. end of 3ao7.. thinking aback... the wonderful and memorable times taht we were happy once together. alright i think it should be quite a joyous occasion not a time to get emo..
got back my results and hmmm.. it falls under my parents' expectations(maybe mine too).so yeah... gotta prove it to them that i can do better the next time and probably gain independence hehe..
on the last day of school which is friday after much spring cleaning, talks and reflections(the seating plan for sec3's level talk was marvelous) and scrabbling.. the day ended and sk, wanying and fionna came my house for mahjong.. i have to commend that fionna is a fast and splendid learner... hehe WELCOME.. YOU are RECRUITED in our mahjong gang.. haha. then.. wanying and fionna left, jingying came to our rescue and we played mahjong till 10 plus which was like WOW. my hands and limbs ache from the constant "breaststroke"motion and motionless motion of the legs. LOL. but yeah i think the mahjong craze has just started. yeah.. i played mahjong on friday, sunday and today too. HAH~. well there's a time for everything.. for now my priority is to play. haiz.. this reminds me that i have to go to work sometime soon after this week. sianz.. back to the 3.20 per hour thing, but i'm left with no choice.zz. but yeah.. there will still be off days for me to enjoy the holidays (most probably mahjong. hehe..i hope so..)

that's all folks.. yahoo.. pia-ing audi.. LOLS.

someone save me.....

2007-10-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

2 days since eoy has ended..
got to go out as a reward for my "hard work" put in for the EOYS supposingly in my mum's accord but i think for me it's more of another golden chance to get out of this house.
thanks fionna, perle, sk, wanying and junzhi for being such good company although the outing wasn't as good as expected. but really it would be worse if i'm going to stone all the way from morning till night at home. anyway yeah we ate breakfast/lunch at mcdonalds and then played bowling and my standard is seriously >.< after not playing for half a year?? and so i kinda jus threw 2.40 into the drain but then no regrets=)). then later most of us just split up and went home. i went to collect my GV card and after much decision we decided not to sneak in for a movie that is actually not really for our age group since the staff had already seen my student pass. wasted!! first time i went out without watching a movie. haha although it saved me quite a lot of money^^

then it was today, the day which i noe would be screwed and disastrous. letting anxiety and sorrow engulf me. my results aren't actually a disappointment to me partly because i think i have already slacken from the constant and neverending tests over the last 8 years of student life. and seriously not in the mood to chiong or whatsoever le. so i didn't really put in my very best and i didn't expect to see anything good to come out from it. geography was really AMAZING to me. i think i did the class a great misdeed by doing so badly for it. i feel so lousy, the class avg may be pulled down by my dreadful results and i feel very sorry. a maths was disappointing cos i made lots of careless mistakes and suffered from it. chinese. woohoo.. damn crap.. marks drained from the MCQ comprehension. and then biology... haha i guess the paper isn't exactly "do-able" for me. and pardon me now.. i jus wanna say i SUCK at applications and that's why my humanities are like crap... TRASH.. Any revolting stuff that u can name.

but i think i jus need time to get over with my s**ky results and work harder next time. maybe change my studying method?? consistency in working?? it seems by far the best that i can think of... but the determination needed is immense... i wonder how long can my willpower sustain me. haiz....=(((

2007-09-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

it has been exactly 10 days since i have blogged. i dunno what i am busy with but then i jus can't manage to find them for blogging or rather it's just simply that i have no mood for blogging anymore. end of year examinations are just round the corner and the mood is certainly more tense in our class which then leads to the topic of procrastination. Most people would wrinkle their noses when they hear the word procrastination. procrastination is often seen as negative but then is that entirely so? I beg to differ. it's not necessary good but then we also have to see it in another perspective. procrastinate means delay. when we delay time in completing our assignments that's procrastinate but what if (like what SK had said in his blog) i postpone/delay my play time to holidays is that also equivalent to procrastinating?? it seems so to me. what's so wrong with procrastinating. i mean wouldn't things be the same as long as you manage to complete your tasks in time. you just have to learn to prioritize matters and finish the most crucial work in time while the rest can wait. Working hard without any rest at all would only result in low quality work. so why not take a rest sometimes in the midst of working so that concentration and devotion could be ensured. therefore i think sometimes procrastinating doesn't really derive from laziness but just a short rest from constant working to ensure good quality work. hehe... so just wanna say that i'm filled with ambivalence for this topic but i think i'm more to the procrastinating is "good" side. HAH-HAH.
休息是为了走更长远的路。
CREDITS TO SK!!! >>for bringing about such a controversial issue here..=)

2007-09-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

hahha..i watch 3 movies this week and i believe more to come. Ratatouille, Evan Almighty and the Secret.hmmm... ratatouille- a story about a rat who has some difficulties in realising his dream as a chef due to the evident fact that he's *ahem* a rat. then this rat Remy, met Linguini who is a "chef". and throughout the movie they worked in cooperation in a very CUTE way to cook. As some may have said, it's important to learn something from every movie watched. just to quote"Not everyone can become a great artist, but a great artist can come from anywhere" then the next day i went watching Evan ALmighty.. HEHE the plot was great closely related to the noah's ARK and reference to the holy bible. GENESIS 614 if anyone wants to know wad's evan baxter's mission from the G. this production is quite a spectacular one although the flooding part was not as colossal as wad happened in poseidon or titanic but then i thought this show was relatively well-shot considering it's box office. and REMEMBER"do an Act of Random Kindness one at a time"(hint: look out for the CAPITAL LETTERS)
okkay... i have to admit that i wasn't that much of a jay chou fan and not a really avid supporter of mandarin movies. but then i thought this movie was quite touching and sweet and amazing. AND for once i'm AMAZED at myself for thinking that mandarin movies are AMAZING. and Amelia at last i knew how good the movie is and what the whole thing is about. HEHHE.
hahha.. kinda enjoy this holiday week.. hope things wil be different the next holiday and my days would be better. joie de vivre. PEOPLE!!!

2007-08-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

It’s the start of the so-called September holidays. To me holidays meant more assignments and more revision to be done. In fact it’s just another typical school day apart from the fact that I would be even more confined at home. Apparently, my parents hadn’t been enlightened that we teenagers should have our human rights and private space and should thus not hold such a tight rein on their children so that they wouldn’t stimulate their instinct to rebel.
Therefore this short week of holidays is nothing special to me as I would still be kept at home, staring into blank space like MR Yeow Yong Keng did. Carrying out my usual routine, bathe, eat, sleep, bathe, eat , sleep.
This whole week was quite a short one. We managed to convince some of the teachers that we should slack a bit since teacher’s day is round the corner. Thus this week was generally okay, except for paper one and bio and physics tests which is seriously a lot but we are still fortunate that bio and physics didn’t fall on the same test. The two tests were reasonably tough and I guess should be able to pass.
Got our results slips the first thing in the morning and my results were satisfactory, nothing more nothing less just hope that I could work on my humanities and somebody please teach me the correct way to study geography and social studies, I’m really going to suffer in my end of year examinations if I’m still unable to study them correctly. Then, after which lesson commences, there’s no slight significance that it’s teacher’s day eve in our school while other schools are having half days and happily celebrating with their old classmates in their former schools. We were like having biology common test when people are having fun at eating lunch at mcdonalds. HAH- what a laugh.!!!
Went eating dessert at 85 market today. And then heard some news saying that we 3A people have freakingly no lives and I want to strongly rebut on this point as I believe the definition of having a life really varies and please be mindful that I’m carrying out a SCHOOL life and u have absolutely no rights to comment bout how I live. And please be conscious that having make up lessons after paper one and stuff equates to no life. It’s about the task fulfillment so the person that make that stupid comment, I sincerely hope that u could jollywell take your words back. I admit that I seriously dun have a life but then I dun think it’s based on the fact that we are having make up lessons after examinations .xD(NO LINK)
Lol.. I’m too in a daze right now.. will try to edit this post asap if I remember and only if ,zzz… ANW HAVE FUN DURING THE HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!!

2007-08-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

hadn't blogged for a whole week. i'm not really an avid blogger. HAH
yesterday was yet another unusual day for me. i was given consent to go to andrea's house for the launching of mission X. really enjoyed the day at andrea's house. with the ENTERTAINMENT, their hospitality and thanks mr seet for whipping up such a delicious meal.
And i have to say that i really feel terrible. my parents gave me the consent to go out but most of the time i just can't get home in time. like yesterday, although i have the most reasonable reasons ever to stay out longer to watch CSS2 and already got their permission to stay longer but then i still felt bad for letting my parents down again. i don't think i would be able to prove myself worthy for them. although they arent saying anything, but i can sense my father's pressing discontentment and gloom while my mum has been unusually good to me which gives me the creeps(who knows what's lying ahead). XD
Putting that aside, i'm still glad that we are able to help in mission X. although i didn't really do a lot but then being able to finish everything in time makes me feel "accomplished"hahha.

and i finally got to see what's audition like and seriously it's so super difficult. in my opinion, a level 5 in audition can be easily equivalent to a level 20 in o2 jam which is so undemanding in contrast. but i wish to try audition soon. hahha..

awaiting for my next outing..... BYE!

2007-08-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

went to catch a movie today at singapore's best theatre which is BEDOK"S PRINCESS. and to watch the "best movie ever" 881. ok it's not exactly that bad but it's a fact that i can't stand chinese movies, moreover singapore's production. basically the whole show is about two papaya sisters' passion for singing hokkien songs at getais. and 715 acted in the movie as a mute(geez, what a waste)so the entire movie is like a mini concert. and it's quite low class so as to speak, all those vulgarities. but then it's quite touching towards the end. okay that's all folks. for now the main topic of the post.

today was such a disappointment. it was such a day filled with anticipation, exhilaration and excitement, then "something caused the whole world of mine to crash into darkness" okay.. i know that's a highly exaggerated statement but then just to show my disappointment....

for details. visit www.darklightsk.blogspot.com.

2007-08-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

i thought our pe lessons has returned to normal which means for us to slack and really have fun but then...... i really got a great shock today when lessons are conducted by mr chai. and sure enough as what my sources have said he really ****. first we were asked to run 10 rounds in the field(which most of us didn't complete), then 3sets of 20 situps and the most sickening thing is that me, a person who can't even do one inclined pull up have to do 40 under his inspection. but then i thought xinling was the one who did everything (lol!) she did 80 in fact, 40 pull ups and 40 to push me up... hahha...okay.. i know i should be very ashamed of myself but then it's really an unchangeable fact that my arm strength is like shit. then at last we get to play what we want but then there's only like 5 minutes left. just have to say thanks to that person who gave us all this shit. thanks mr ****.
after which we are like conducting a test marathon. right after PE we had maths, maths test and i think it's pretty screwed. when i see the first question, i'm already quite firm that i will not do very well for the test. i really dunno how to apply the ln and e thingey. then right after recess, chinese comprehension which is unstudiable so no guarantee that i can pass or anything then bio the most fearsome subject i had. i studied all i can, but before the test and perhaps after the hours of draining lessons, i have emptied all the information in my brain and suddenly, so suddenly we have essay questions. anyway today is still quite a thrilling and fun day, despite of the tribulations i enjoy the excitement although i'm feeling kinda exhausted now and there's still chinese to prepare for. haiz... sad life sad life..

2007-08-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday was quite a fun-filled one. although lots of major nasty things happened, well shan't talk about that sordid spate of events, i don't care as long as i get to go out and enjoy myself. Rush hour was a pretty nice one, at last i got to go out during this holidays, after much persuasion, arguments and fits. rush hour didn't disappoint me at all with chris tucker who really liven up the mood. in overall, the movie is quite light-hearted, hilarious and entertaining. all those action, jokes and ploys makes the whole movie interesting. wootz.. looking forward to rush hour 4.
anw i guessed we all enjoy the day namely, xl, weijian sk and me. it's kinda a sudden plan but it went of quite smoothly except for a few glitches by me.xD managed to get home in time saving me all the trouble.

lol gotta run....bye.. shall post more nxt time.
everyday i woke up overwhelmed by the dread in my heart..

2007-08-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

zzz....
still trapped at home and seriously TRAPPED. have been reduced to reading storybooks and rereading storybooks. i guessed i have gotten use to my mundane and stereotypical life. that i got up at 830 everyday in this holiday without setting the alarm clock at all. and being unable to sleep is bad enough, i think i'm addicted to storybooks. i'm currently reading the 3rd book in this holidays. and apparently harry potter is screwed. i think my craze for the seven books over the years has been for nothing. the ending sucks... it's abrupt and who in the right mind will think that by ending the book with ALL WAS WELL could satisfy the readers?? i'm mad over that issue for like hours since the morning. then i slowly proceeded to my next book Winston's war by michael dobbs.. seems interesting but can't be sure. apparently it's talking about winston churchill's life and politics and the war with Germany in the reign of adolf hitler. hmmm... still at the fifth chapter shud be able to finish it by tonight. YES!!!! u see this is what i meant by addictive. the incoming flow of books has never ceased. and who says parents would be very satisfied with their children for reading storybooks? my parents are definitely not. they have been complaining that i'm not paying enough attention to my academics.(and i'm like studying bio for morning till night yesterday) seriously where on earth have their eyes gone to??
can't they see the hard work that i have put in?? haiz..
still leading on a sad life......

2007-08-09T16:48:00.000+08:00

lol... it's NATIONAL DAY today, and it's apparently not so much of a big thing like before. it's just another normal day when we get to see some big shots on tv and giving speeches and stuff. as usual nobody was really looking forward to the national day celebration and so as we are approaching the school , you can see loads and loads of singapore flags walking uphill which is seriously too much to be taken into the eyes. after suffering from the unbearable heat and mundane waiting, we began planning on where to go which is quite exclusive for me. For my lack of freedom is seriously getting to the extreme.
me>>mummy can i go tm for lunch?
mummy>>aiyo why do you have to go so far. going out more and more often huh? you better not say you dun hv money later hor. i dun care you better come back asap.(of course all of the above is in mandarin)
so in the end after comtemplating on the above factors, availability of cash, my mum's words, my own desire and my growling stomach, i began to start the idea of eating at bedok then perle and sk say yes and obviously i'm sian-ded too lah c'mon from tampines to bedok... although the distance is like so short but to my mum it's like heaven and hell.
AND SERIOUSLY DUN LAUGH
wanna know wad my mum replied when i sms her that i'm going bedok....
she said GD (this time i'm amazed that she's smsing in short form. OMG she's changed quite a lot nowadays)
and i'm very sorry vivien for saying that i will accompany you to watch the secret but no fulfilling my promises.would make it up for you sometime. sometime when i'm able to get out of bedok=DD

so perle, sk and i went to the pizza hut at bedok and really, all pizza hut services in singapore sucks. we waited for like eons and the staff is still not there for us. haiz... in the end considering the steep price and the agonizing waiting, we dashed out of the house swiftly not letting the staff to catch sight of us to get away from the embarrassment. then we settled for mcdonalds. the meal was filled with lots of CHILLI SAUCE AND SPICE. then i invited them to my house and perle said yes almost rightaway while sk who was supposed to be having cca is still stuck at the 4th bustop on bus 31. We played PS-ddr, britney, marvel so on and so forth and began playing monopoly. i guess i learnt quite a lot about the game from SK who was a super super agressive player, bargaining and hiking the price up like no one's business. but just to let everyone know the person who knows most about the game isn't likely to win the game after all he's the first person who declared bankrupt and still owe me like a thousand. Then i had like woohoo lots and lots of money(if the money can be used in realityo.0). after which we went 85 market(the best place everXD)to have dinner. i think we spent half and hour eating and 1 and a half hours chatting. then we went to bubble tea shop and straightaway home. and i think i'm denied from going anywhere for the term as my mum seems to have the impression that me being with friends is equivalent to going out already.so haiz... sad life sad life..

so i'm stil rotting at home now like before and the worse of all studying for the tonnes of tests nxt week and seriously i dun get the kidney thing for bio. proximal convoluted tubule and distal convoluted tubule?? i mean how they actually manage to know which is the first and which is the second??lol...i think bio is seriously SUPER RIDICULOUS COSMIC NONSENSE. all the spellings and information seems to be coming from another alien planet. zzz...i'm so so dead for bio..

ahem getting stuck at home for national day is seriously not cool. and studying for the tonnes of tests ahead on national day is definitely not cooler. oh man how am i going to survive for the rest of the "holidays"? i'm beginning to feel like going back to school.yucksXD

2007-08-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

whoohoo in a great mood today cos it marks the beginning of our unusually sudden-short holiday. After the previous week of struggling and all, i think everyone is looking forward to this unexpected holiday,hoping to grab the chance to rest but apparently i don't think our idea may work at all as there's going to be 5 tests nxt week and we are really going to chiong like siao so everyone no chance for a rest at all. but then even so, i wasn't in the mood to pay attention in class at all, i mean get a life, everyone is like just waiting for the moment when the bell goes and we are freed from this prison for like 5 days.
i guess today is just our lucky day. with chem test cancelled and maths test postponed, our day is really full of surprises although causing bad stuff for the week ahead us but nvm i just have to enjoy this week to the fullest and just anticipate for the worst nxt week. meanwhile, the tonnes of homework are like doubling and in fact tripling overnight.
there's going to be additional maths, elementary maths, biology, and two chinese tests next week, so i can imagine how occupied and stressed out we would be. we got 5 days and we got 5 tests to prepare for so i think the teachers have organised a really nice plan for us to make full use of the 5 days to study for the various subjects.(anyway i believe that we are only supposed to have 3 tests in a week, then why is this disaster dawning on us?)zz.. lol. but we have to admit that it's a fact that can't be changed, so rather than pondering over that darn topic i shall strive for the best O.0.

ok it's still homework-chionging for today, shall only start my beloved holidays tmr onwards.. yipee off i go=DD

2007-08-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

basically today is quite a screwed day except for PE which has resumed to our own activities. it's pretty relaxing during PE lessons after the 2.4 km run and i really liked that kinda feeling. although we lost the game like crazy today, i'm still feeling good about touching the bball again=DD it's an irony that i dun like to go for basketball trainings but i dunno why, it just went that way which is so sad.

then there was maths straight after PE and the rules are really too much, too much for me to digest. after which i didn't went dashing for recess as i usually did but stayed with andrea, xl and zhuting to do the bio thing. And seriously i dunt know a thing about Dialysis or Transplant at all. all those chim words like hemo or pro something are just not keyed into my dictionary.o.0 then chinese is like so full of crap. LCX can really harp on the same sentence for like minutes and she just cant stop repeating it.(although i noe it may simply just be my mood)

I'm such a failure for being unable to start off the debate properly and delayed the pace of the lesson. and certainly i only have myself to be blamed for not listing the debate teams properly on the whiteboard. and caused some misunderstandings to happen i should have been more cautious about everything and okay i blundered. i dunno what's wrong with me and i felt extremely pissed so pissed that i tried to raise my voice a bit to let off some steam. i'm so sorry to numbers"10""11""12". To Claudia, chaijia and doreen as well as sincerely really to the numbers(oh.LoL)Some matters are just able to screw things up in my life. never mind whatsoever, i'm just pretty dissatisfied with myself for doing all those stupid things and being a worthless being in the world.zzz.

i dunno why but it just seems that i'm really being very slack or having the very lax attitude. i just felt drained and all. as some of you may say, that i must be pretty carefree without having to go for CCA. i'm also very pissed off with myself because of the fact that i'm a very ill-disciplined person who doesn't attend my trainings and in the end my productivity of work still isn't up to mark. i really have no idea why i can't manage to complete my work everytime and really i'm trying hard to do so, but the idea of procrastinating just can't stop overwhelming my desire to study hard.

that's really no meaning in life for me. just to put it across simply we are just a bunch of idiots studying for the sake of studying and for our"future" but we don't actually have the passion for the subjects and we are really just doing what the world thinks its right and not doing the things that we really opt for ourselves. it's a pity that life is short but we are unable to utilize it to fullest and do the things that we yearn the most(directly referring to me) . lately i'm pretty irritated by the fact that the hereditary disease is coming onto me already and my father just can't stop emphasising the fact. i mean i have already accepted the very fact but why can't he just let me do what i want and stop making those insensitive remarks. then he still wants to discontinue my phone line and wants me to use sim card again. which is like do i have a choice why dont you just get out of my way and do whatever suits you and whatever you like.

Don't let others control your life, you have every right to decide what you want for yourself that is if you have the choice and freedom to do so.

2007-08-04T20:03:00.001+08:00

anyway i dunno why the layout of this blogskin is so screwed. exasperated from structuring the thing

I GIVE UP!!!

2007-08-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

the recent week has been a miserable and busy one and we toiled and work so that i could get all the relevant information in my head and after much tolerance and all the assignments and tests are coming at the wrong time. Chem,Social studies and geography all on the same week. it's difficult for us to cope and prepare for the tests. and really having tests after school doesn't work well for me. i can't concentrate during lessons in the day, i felt really miserable to have to strain myself detached from the context memorised for the test. and so a bad week has just ended with loads of tests and homework.
although we are like having a long holiday next week, having only to attend school for two days we still have two tests to prepare for. and it 's both on the same day which makes it even harder to balance and juggle between the subjects.argh....

anyway it was the 2.4 run today and i can't say that i have really done well but apparently i feel much much better after the run, so relaxed and without worries=D at last PE can be less tedious. hope we can resume to playing games like captains ball and badminton (just have to say i really hate running). After the run, xinling, cihui, geraldine and fellow netball girls went to mac for breakfast-lunch. and mac is seriously filled and packed with patrons(mostly anglican high students) and 8 of us squeezed into the seats available and began our crapping, playing of games(arithmetic in brain juice is extremely fun=)). after which xinling, cihui and i began scouting for places to book badminton courts and pathetically enough, the community centre near my house is organising a function and the courts are not available then we went to the sports hall and the cost is apparently super steep on saturday (we are also quite concerned that the sports hall is filled with pro-bad players therefore we shouldn't make a scene of ourselves in the sacred place=.=) after certifying that we are permanently unable to find a place to bat, we camp in my house and started playing monopoly, it's quite surprising that it was cihui's first time playing monopoly and after much explanation we started the game and i was so broke that i have to mortgage all my properties and there's absolutely no way for me to recoup money and turn the tables. it's interesting that people who normally just started playing have beginners luck and is able to win throughout the entire game of monopoly. after a few rounds of scrabble, brain juice, monopoly and gossips as well as tidbits, we went in separate ways again.
that's why i'm stoning in front of the computer now. blogging out of boredom and trying to find ways to stimulate my brain to work and study again.zzz... life sucks...

2007-07-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo... as some of you may know it's my b'day today, DOREEN'S BIRTHDAY. so my mood is exceptionally good, except for the fact that maths' homework is exceptionally overloaded and tests held nxt week is exceptionally much. biology is screwed too, the kidney topic is atrocious. but.... but

thanks the numerous people for making my day so wonderful, namely rachel, amelia, fionna, perle, vivien, chaijia, yiern, wanying, weibin, wanqi, andrea, geraldine, cihui, sk and xinling for getting the nicely wrapped bluebox for me. both the tshirt and handphone pouch(really useful as my handphone cover is on the verge of breaking under constant smashing) are really nice and pretty.

jingying,weijian, claudia, junshu, doreen, waiping, yiting, guiyue and jz for giving me the loads and assortments of chocolate. i guess i would have a very chocolatey birthday, just have to indulge myself for once.=DD

and thanks to the people(jensen, peishan,jiehuijie, sean, yvonne and fuseng) who have wished me happy birthday which has really come true and those who wrote cards to me. i really appreciate much.
i guess this is my best birthday ever.

just wanna say u all are amazing!!! And really from the bottom of my heart, i'm so touched=DXD=DXD

2007-07-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

Lessons were as per normal today except that the maths lesson felt extremely long, and we spent a lot more time in recess to do the kolam and five stones thing(studying ting xie at the same time). we spent most of the physics lesson in the canteen(apparently not studying) until somehow we got dispersed and went back to our classroom. that's how our day seems more interesting at least our lesson is shorten which makes us glad. Today's assembly was really brightened up by the spectacular performance of some of our fellow schoolmates. of course out of the many dances, the dance staged by "victoria and me" was the most outstanding. watching theirperformance, they really got what it takes, their energy, their vigour sending waves of euphoria and adrenaline flowing through your body making the audience high(or at least i was entertained). the 7 other teams who performed were obviously less impressive but we appreciated their hard work put into their performance for without them our racial harmony day would be a monotonous and mundane devotion instead of a lively concert. then we realised that joey tay has a very bad habit of opening his mouth up in whatever position, whatever place, whatever he was doing, even when playing five stones, and throwing balls. we laughed and sneered at him but he seems to be enjoying that(funny huh!)

see the sparks flying between them. XD

2007-07-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

Went catching harry potter and the order of phoenix yesterday at bugis cineplex with sk and jz. we took a long time to plan the outing and asked tons of people to come along with us but then to no avail. due to my passion to hp, i . jz and i met at the mrt station first and get our way to bugis. on the way there, jz received a call which the number was not recognized then he started saying haha must be joey tay. i thought he must bekidding but then when he answered it it was really(oh god) joey.jz and i got the tics first (we managed to get quite good seatings at the sixth row at the side(my apologies=mistaken as the tenth row) although we were only buying the tickets 2 hours before it's shown) and waited for our dearest chairman's grand arrival. we spent eons to decide what to eat, constrained by money and quality. Sk opted for a high class(meaning a restaurant) but low end place and after much consideration we settled for SWENSENS(which is apparently not cheap) our bill clocked up to 40+ dollars and jz graciously offered to pay first(all my money was spent on buying the ticketsXD). He's quite generous although he asked for the GST and service charge from us.btw he still owes me money. i ordered a dessert gold rush-coffee and chocolate with almond toppings, sk- black pepper seafood pasta and ended up having spaghetti stuck in his braces, jz had something like a fish & chips or chicken cutlet, then they shared "topless five". (Just a passing remark- SK has a very unique but gross way of feasting on ice-cream, squishing and squashing the ice cream till he gets the flavour he wants right under his nose). after that, we met up with joey tay and jz tried to pull a trick on him by telling him that we would be waiting for him at SEOUL. but we shelved the plan in the end. meeting up iwth joey tay we started streaming into the cinema. we queued for popcorns and joey tay got his nachos in a split second while the others were deciding what to buy. SK got his combo 2- medium popcorn(sweet and salty) and pepsi. JZ and i shared a combo3- large popcorn and two large pepsi. the large popcorn is not that typical kind of large it's GINORMOUS. we were going oh god when we caught sight of the towering popcorns. the whole session in the theatre was filled with ahem a thick popcorn smell. there were jokes originated from me about Dolores Umbridge(pat wong) and the popcorn i think was more for four. both sk and our popcorn was not finished and we threw everything away in the end. we were chitchatting and having fun in the midst of the movie but then i have to say that i was utterly disappointed with it. i read in the newspapers that the show would be a period of 138 mins, that's why when i felt that the movie has already gone for 2 hrs, i was like "eh i think the movie is going to end le eh. huh u mean that is the climax ah??" apparently from the statement, u can sense how not exciting the movie was or maybe i'd rather say it's failed my expectations(lack of action, romance=0, daniel radcliffe's hair makes him look old), after all i've been anticipating the arrival of the movie for two years and it ended up with such crap.... the climax doesn't seem to be that catchy anymore or in other words not as interesting as the previous sequels. i thought it was a waste burning my pockets watching a so-so movie but then i know i would still go for the show if i noe it sucks a hell-lot. Joey tay vanished soon after the movie has ended, we went wandering around. on the journey, Sk flaunted his piano skills by playing fur elise, the new year song and da chang jin with a keyboard in the toys department. at the moment he was playing, i stayed a good 2 metres from him so that others wouldn't know that we actually know each other. it was quite embarassing so as to speak. then i rushed back to bedok and met my aunt to catch my cousin's ballet rehearsal at crestar studio in marine parade. too artistic for me, would have fall asleep if i hadn't had a video cam on play with me. Meanwhile people from everywhere are saying that transformers is so fantastic, i went watching that today so as to boost myself from the disappointment made by ytd's hp and apparently it's much much better than harry potter. The tension and adrenhaline was pumped throughout the whole movie. the battle between the autobots(optimus prime-18 wheeler, bumble bee- sam's car-chevloret,jazz-modified pontiac solstice, ironhide-modified GMC topkick 6500 and ratchet-modified hummer h2) and the Decepticons (megatron, barricade-the police car, starscream- the unidentified f22, blackout and frenzy- the radio)over the cube was spectacular. it's amazing how those things transform from cars and wadeva electronics into their form and back again and how agile those things move.steven spielberg has once shown his remarkable ability of producing fantastic sci-fic movies!=) and yahoo..... just to say again to show how marvellous transformers was. Splendid, impressive and fabulous.
all right i'm getting carried away. oh my i can't stop the temptation to watch movies now......xD

2007-07-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

We were slowly moving on to coordinate geometry in additional mathematics which was not say fun but apparently more interesting than the other lessons. but soon after maths, i find myself so tired and exhausted that i dun have the mood to study for the rest of the day. Then Biology came along, we did some data-based questions on respiration which depletes much of our time as we only managed to finish half of the question in 35 minutes. (Hershey's almond chocs is finger licking good!!) after recess, we got our bit of experimenting time on thermal temperature or something on the calori------. anw it's all about temperature and weight, the decimal places drives me nuts and i got a ridiculous answer in the end. but as from wad mr wong said they would only deduct 1 or 2 marks for the inaccurate answer as long as u get the gist of the experiment and so to make myself feel better i just heed his advice and just relax. then during chinese lesson. lls started to go on her deducting-marks-marathon again and apparently ck was quite pissed with lls for deducting his marks. And it was just then i realise that the points given are directly added to the score u get for the previous common test upon 50. so wadeva u get wud be doubled. This is extremely unfair, i had always thought that it would be added to CA marks at the end of every term. and that would be already counted as unjust but then this defective mark scheme is even worse. Melek and I were the one and only odd "group" which might as well be called pair working together for the english proposal thingey. Melek was having that "evil" agenda to write the essay so that i would have to go and do the presentation instead. and the reason she doesn't want to go out and face the class is because of her outbreak of pimples which supposingly was caused by laksa. but then i persuaded her in the end to let me write the thing cause my outbreak of pimples are definitely seemingly not better than her case.
Chemistry has become more and more complicated i dun understand a thing about neutralisation. during assembly, fellow students of our school shared their experiences and learnings from the immersion programmes and i became superinterested with shakespeare. the assembly was quite fun filled at least not as dull as the previous ones. then after days of tedious studying of social studies, i found out that we actually dun hv a test at all. the test was supposed to be conducted as a class, it's not individual work at all. so i've been studying for nothing all along. I should have spent my time a bit wiser instead of wasting time on something that wouldn't be accessed.... zzz....

and once again i managed to turn down another choco waffle offer again... so proud of that =) oh well...

2007-07-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

Today was the same old school day that we have ever went through though the lessons are significantly shorter which make us feel more like coming to school. anyways PE was still quite disastrous for me. i think i'm just not suited for this category of activity. i hate running, i dun have the stamina, the lung capacity, no determination, but it's just that difficult to shun off fitness tests every year(it's impossible actually). Then there was maths which was rather ok today, the topic revised on is still quite understandable. Got the maths paper back and i think it sucks cos we actually done the questions before and i still got it all wrong. Unforgivable errors.
Bio lab was just the way it was. neither here nor there. i can do it here but i cant guarantee that i can pass during the SPA test. ENGLISH ENGLISH our FAVOURITE ENGLISH! was still well-loved by everyone with the video it was much more interesting than having *** to give a lecture.Lee Chun Xia is starting to award points to the class again. i was thinking maybe we can implement a point system or something cause it's quite unfair to keep adding marks to CA. so as to speak but of course there are two sides to a coin and apparently those who gain from that( including me) must be feeling happy but then i don' t think the system works as in the case of u-noe-who-im-speaking-of. he's too spontaneous and looking at the negative side, A.A. i mean it's good to attempt every question that the teacher has been giving but shouldn't he at least give others a chance to answer?? And also the objective of having questions is to get everyone involved and not having a one-to-one session. i believe that there are many others out there who actually know the answer but just don't have the courage to speak up cos there are people like u-noe-who around. And yeah people just try to volunteer to answer the questions even if u may not be sure of it(unless the teacher says that she would deduct points after all it doesn't do any harm right=))lest u-noe-who get all the benefits(let lls fulfil her wishes to boost our marks) People let's buck up!!!

2007-07-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

it's saturday again but this time quite a special one 070707. we are fortunate to experience this kind of thing, cos ppl may have to wait for another thousand years before 3007 comes along which is impossible. yesterday's maths test wasn't that screwed although i feel that i should do better as the questions are all tested before. i made a super careless mistake for the last logarithm question and i doublechecked the entire paper after i finished it for the first time but i was still unable to find any faults in it. it look perfectly fine to me but then i was pissed when i found that i mistook the 2 as square. fine then 6 marks gone?? but that's okay at least it's a class test, hope i can really learn something from this lesson and be more observant for mistakes during the next test. argh.

alright, we got a new time table again which is quite okay if we didn't really try to pick on it. thinking on the positive side, we are lucky enough to be able to go home earlier at the 1+ slot rather than going home at 3 everyday.... which is damn sian sian sian...... so there's ss test nxt week.... anymore to come???

alright... i'm still everready for new songs so ppl if u actually caught sight of my blog get my message u can send me songs through msn anytime when i'm online. desperate for songs.......=(

GTG for dinner....... dun feel lyk eating at all..=((

2007-07-05T17:04:00.000+08:00

okay... i realise why my com is fixed but there's apparently no sound coming out from it. i was meddling with almost everything that is attached to the com and i tried all the troubleshooting devices, contact with the online technician, try finding help in the help and support, faqs. Then i found a loose cable that's hanging in the air...........

then it dawned on me that the stupid technician that came yesterday by the name of , who was also the one who deleted all the files in the desktop, had made the blunder and cause me to suffer under the constant nagging of my parents.(who maybe thought too highly of me as if i was a com pro which in absolute fact that i'm not). so i dun trust computer technicians now and i believe that the one that came yesterday would be coming again next monday..... hope that he wouldn't reformat the com again as i have to take quite a lot of trouble to get all my songs and software installed again.

and oh shit i just remembered that there's going to be a maths test tmr..... i'm rushing off to study now....=) this is the current song that is top in my playlist heheheh i have same sentiments with the lyrics of the songs except for the dumping of the computer part, i agree with almost everything that's in the song.... whoohooo.....my com is super-duper fast now.......

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丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼

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一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳

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我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒

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丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼

野心大胆子小跳舞还要别人教

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我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒

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2007-06-27T20:07:00.001+08:00

Time crawls along like a tortoise in a thunderstorm....... school days are like so long nowadays, although we get more rest in between lessons after the change of schedules but it's like causing the dread to come to school to swell larger. it's only the first week of school but our days are already bustling with homework. and there's going to be a surprise test on bio tmr which is going to be hell for me as if i hadn't been stressed enough. hving to read the book review story book, teenagers digest and we still got some sort of spring test?? what the hell is this??And chinese oral would be on the next week... how sudden things are huh...

First there was chinese today, two of our fellow classmates display a wonderful performance of chinese oral demos which is going to be held soon. then was it chem?? the salts and bases thing(quite dry) english-- still full of ****(u noe wad i mean). maths-- congruency and similarity. As usual, physics is not really well enjoyed, but i had my fill of crappiness during that particular lesson. then assembly, being able to see wanying and sk on stage is quite a fresh start instead of the usual, devotion thingey, the choir's performance was splendid though it give me creeps, i can fill my goosebumps and hair standing, and i will tremble a bit when they hit the top note which was certainly fantastic but definitely not my cup of tea. it sounds like gregorian music?? or was it. not sure but that but it's like those who are used in Horror movies. then the dance, too artistic for me to understand, the play- way too abstract for me(maybe the problem is that i'm too shallow for that kind of concept??)
Thanks a lot to SK for giving me a treat to waffle and Xinling to a treat of pastries(that's going to be my breakfast tmr). it's like making my day brighter. smiles..=))

Kk i'm running out of things to say..........
just to quote from our dearest Miss Patricia Wong- "Don't leave it hanging in the air, let it go"=DDD

2007-06-21T20:20:00.001+08:00

haha... finally i managed to complete some of the holiday assignments, the list of homework to do is now down to 3- GEMS, Book Review, Biology and heee-haw that's all =D. but there's also only 3 days left of the holidays. which means that we wont have much of our own time left. which really makes me go zzzzz at the thought of it.

the book review was really kinda a flung, i borrowed books without any topics of prejudice, politics or wadsoeva, that's why i couldn't do the book review. then i hadn't got any time to visit the library again. hahhaa so i was thinking maybe i should do without the book review and see how pat wong reacts. hehehehehe(nah i dun hv that kind of guts)

whoohoo.. i manage to work into the kitchen at last. it's more fun to work there. although the working environment consists of mostly aunties but i talked to them alot at least i won't be left hanging there at the counter, doing nothing except to spare into the empty space when business is dull. but things get extremely messy when there's more in line and 3 counters starts to page their orders to you at the same time. be sure that u will go NUTS!! fortunately, there's not much sales today and of course the day was relaxing although i worked from 9am to 530pm. sad that i wouldn't be able to work again in 3 days time so i'm going to work till i'm dead beat, for the sake for the money to roll in(hahahaha)

k that's dumb. THATS ALL FOLKS!!

2007-06-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

One more week and the june holidays will come to an end. Although i was very occupied by the job during the holidays but i can't help but feel that i haven't enjoy myself at all as in i didn't indulge myself in anything fun but just work and work though the money is quite a satisfaction. hehe=D. Holidays just ended this way, everything turns back normal, our whole life is crammed with assignments and school again. i seem to have been working for nothing. cos all my effort has come to naught, i can't work when school reopens anymore, which means that i wouldn't be able to see my colleagues, no more working life but schoooling again. But then it's not that i didn't realise the importance of education, it's just that working seems more appealing to me now. it's kinda sad that i have to leave the job... zzz. that's the way life is though. it drives us crazy. to be or not to be... that's really a question that's why shakespeare is such a great master.hahaha.

my com is seriously driving me crazy restarting by itself all the time and i reformatted my com by accident and the com is reallly an empty shell now with absolutely nothing, nothing at all, no music, no info, no pics , so dead as me. since there's still loads of homework and assignments lying abandoned on my study desk i think the reopening of the school would be kind of a disaster for me. well shall not continue droning on and on here, trailing off to enjoy some dumplings from nowhere and would try to finish my homework in these two days which seems impossible. hohoho. i'm dead meat..

2007-06-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

No time for blogging till now when i'm sick and excused from work, felt quite lazy hvnt gone to work for 2 days and just work 5 hrs today onli. First i hv to say i appreciate the efforts the regulars of my blog to very much keep it alive, namely xinling and junzhi, esp sk who seems to visit my blog more often than i do.=Dhehe. though i feel terrible now i still find chance to get someone to go out with me and already some pple hv rejected me(psst.u noe who you are=))well... then i just enjoy myself watching Condor Heroes(zzz..)

There's so much that i had wanted to blog about but i can't seem to remember anything as the constant sleeping seems to have take away some of the memory(maybe suffering from STM). Then some interesting things that happened like flag day or wad so ever seems to be too long ago. i would be called a LAG-GUH if i blogged that so that's fine. so there's no topic for this post just some of my happenings and just want to cry out that i'm sick hoping that the pain would go away which of course wouldn't happen. the tons of homework are haunting me, i wanted very much to finish them but too tired to even move from my seat. sian sian sian. no holiday for me=(

ahh.. everyday bathe eat sleep bathe eat sleep. this cycle has to come to an end before i grow more in width.=((

2007-05-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

zzzz.... First day at work and my legs are already failing on me, try to stand from morn9 to after 6 and you will know what i mean. but those guys are really fun-loving people who are really fun.. zzz. although i can c that there's certainly some politics going on in the centre. Things have gone for the better since i'm at work and less conflict is proned to arise due to lesser time spent at home. Went to watch Pirates of the Carribean ytd. An intriguing plot which i dun quite understand cause i didn watch the first epi of the curse of the black pole. SAd ending though Keira Knightley and Orlando Bloom did not go together.Johnny Depp kena scam again, left alone on his "ship". Trilogy seems to be more and more popular after star wars and LOTR. More movies are on their way.Surf's up?!-ocean's 13(wanted to go for the ocean's marathon)-28 weeks later-Shrek 3-NEXT-Fantastic four-spiderman3-narnia sequel-priceless- and yah if i'm not wrong there's going to be a movie named nancy drew i think. of course harry potter is the most anticipated and i certainly hope that it's worth the price. shucks.. my eyelids are closing.....bye i'm drifting off into my dreams...

just a lame post dun mind me

2007-05-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

My blog has been dead for quite a few days so i thought it's high time that i start to post something. zzz... things hasn't been going well this few days, seems like a terrible misfortune is going to dawn on me. Quarrels with my mum are going on every day. Dun wish to talk about the contents anymore.but yah she's pissed and same for me. And then the examination results further add on to the argument, giving them more chance to pick on me. i know somehow i'm the one who is in the wrong, i make them worry but can they get the facts right before they start pointing at me. can they just exercise some self control and stop spreading the things to other people??
OS::
i think i'm going to be in trouble when i see my relatives during the holidays and they are going to start asking me questions and start nagging at me, doing some stupid irrealistic comparisons regarding my results. HU CARES ANYWAY!! they're just a bunch of insensitive people who enjoys gloating about their son's and daughter's results, and telling me that my paper is easy and i still did so badly for it. come on lah. i'm also upset about my results okay? can u just get ur ass out of my sight and advertise on the tv or newspaper to inform the whole world about ur glorious son and daughters?(zzz. hope none of my relatives know of my blog here)

So i hv no privacy now. i can't even go to 85 market anymore. my accounts in the desktop or not supposed to have any passwords so that they can check on me anytime. NO YOUTUBE TOO!! i'm so dead. AND THE DEADEST OF ALL--- THERE IS DEFINITELY SOME WORK GETTING ALONG--Long John Silvers?? 3.2 per hr ?? i'm going crazy...

AND oh my gosh probably not being able to go out for the next few weeks in the holiday. still in the midst of discussion. i can sense the imminent arguments that is going to happen in the next few days..... WISH ME LUCK

2007-05-17T20:00:00.000+08:00

Aww...seriously didn enjoy my day. Tired of those red markings on the examination scripts. the first two scripts that was returned was english and physics and these were the most dreaded for me. And true enough both of them were quite screwed. Then there was bio which was also very badly done, a far cry from what i have expected. Maths fine though, think i shud do better as the other subjects are so lousy. i didn't expect much for geography so was quite "nonchalant",so to speak. Then chinese was just as disappointing careless like anything. no idea what was i thinking at that point of time. So in just a flick of the fingers, everything has crumbled to dust and i am left with nothing now....zzz...then went to play tt when there's no netball. played for a quite a while and then left for 85 to eat dinner. Crapped like anything for the whole session with xinling and jinglu, requesting jinglu to go for some hair treatment ranging from rebonding to hair extension. HAHA i thought it was funny though lame at the same time. HAHAHA

Hope things would change for the better tomorrow.=D

2007-05-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

OHMIGOD i'm so screwed, why do i have to be sway during this critical period. it spoils and dampens my mood, thinking that it's an omen.
First, was my locker, the lock was obviously spoilt from the daily downpour and couldn't be unlatched, leaving my SS TB in it. my mood was already bad then as the subjects are really tremendously pressurizing especially during maths and physics lesson.

recently, i have been trying to control myself to exercise some self discipline, trying not to use the computer(although it only last for 3 days) but alas, there's no sound coming from the computer, so no music, no youtube, no veoh, nothing at all.... zzz...

Revision is not really going smoothly cause i'm really stuck at geog, there's so much to study so much to memorise and the whole atmosphere is just not quite like an exam period.

Anw just being random down here, Piano is so fun!! haha, it's cool man but it's also reminding me of my soft spot that i'm really slow at learning.
that's so oh my god sianz......................................................................................................................................................

2007-04-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

This is something from the Love Contract that i found rather meaningful

你问我
为什么我的血是红色的
我说
我爱天空
血流干了
我就能变成蓝色
将和天空融为一体
我能成为天空
我真的能成为天空吗？

小白。
Although i dun really understand wad it means but it's quite a significant and meaningful part of the show. so beautiful and yet so sad.. just being lame here if you think this is just crap....

2007-04-21T10:01:00.000+08:00

The end of yet another week. went to 85 market with melinda, vanessa and shiyu, kena pang seh by botin who initiate this trip. that's when i realise i only accumulate 6 hrs for CIP at the library, and i gotta do 100 hrs. How am i going to do that? go there everyday and help out? that's crazy...>< connection="(.">that's the solution to any boredom.

One more week and we would be having our MYE, but there's no tension in my heart. Why is that so?? i dun think i have study enough for the exams but haiz probably i would have to wait till one day before exams that i would start to feel anxious and tense??? who knows? maybe i would feel like studying tonight and dun slp at all. Haha..

Tomorrow is a field trip to sungei buloh to plant trees? let leeches feed on us?? Looking forward to it as it's a brand new experience for me hehe.... just hanging around and crapping cos my internet connection has come back.

Tags: i can't live without my computer and most importantly the internet connection.

2007-04-18T18:17:00.000+08:00

Today was simple and okay except for the tests results which sucks like hell.
Maths is still understandable till now. For PE, it's Badminton and Badminton which was really fun.=( then there was physics test which was still screwed and i wouldn't be surprised at all if i get single digits for the test. We had our comprehension paper back at last and it was really a flunk cause only 3 people in the class passed by one mark. and the rest did the test well with "flying colours"(actually it's all red). And for the first time i didn't feel upset at all about feeling a test, i was going like hey i failed english compre leh. And i was giggling and laughing during the whole of english lesson for dunno wad reason. Chinese was the most boring lesson of the day i must say. Lee CHun xia went droning about her childhood memories.... which i'm not exactly interested in?? Then assembly show & tell was on again and Ben tan really give us a stun when he actually bulge out from the 3G crowd on stage....
After assembly, some of us stay back to "attend" the english tutorial which we actually ask pat wong for marks and she was really rigid, she wants the answers word for word and that really pissed me off. i was trying to show her the thesaurus and insist that my answer is correct and she just put me off by saying that she wants a bigger dictionary and when i claimed that it's oxford she said:"I DUN CARE" and i just feel like saying **** at least that was what i was thinking at that point of time. after a period of half an hour, i finally relented and heck care at least i got a plus one. whoohoo it's great i haven't feel so happy after failing a test... dotz.....

Thanks a lot, vivien for being such a helpful listening ear...=DD

2007-04-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

oh man i dunno why i'm so obsessed in a few things at this period of time. for one thing, i'm so obsessed in choco waffles and the other is the song right in this blog now. haha i dunno why, it doesn't seem appealing to me in the past, my intake of chocolate waffles has since increased from nil to 3 per week and it's certainly still increasing steadily. And i still can't restrain my self from eating it again an again. my liking for the song is certainly relating to tokyo juliet. i'm so struck by drama serials, i can't extricate myself from them. although i hadn't been having sufficient time to watch it. have watched the first three episodes, but typical dramas, a cliche story of revenge and hatred?? romance most importantly, with jun4 nan2 mei3 nu3, starring wu zun (he's of course a jun nan but i have to admit his hairstyle in the show is a bit screwed) and ariel lin(she isn't exactly a mei nu but haha she's really cute) manage to pass off as a sassy gal luh.(Adorable+cute+lil bit of pretty=Kawaii) They are a cute and (quite compatible) couple although i feel better with the wu zun and ella combination=DD

yeah.. <33 i'm doing a lil zi high session here, just feeling bored and tired of minesweeper....haiz...

2007-04-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. still not getting any exam luck this week, and it’s atrocious as it turns from bad to worse, even maths is so screwed. I didn’t even finish the paper. I’m so discouraged by the tests this week, it dampens my mood for studying. I only feel like studying when I have a feeling that I flunked a particular test very badly and wants desperately to do well for the other subjects but I guess the drive didn’t sustain long enough to really spark off the effect. And now the drive has come back but I hope it would last till Monday cos I really need to sit down, concentrate and really really study now if not I would definitely regret later. I guess I didn’t do that bad for Chinese after all, but haiz… definitely not in a wonderful mood today…=((

But never mind, it's friday and it would seen me a brand new week, let's rest for once and prepare to take off again. =)Anw just wanna a change in the blogskin, so that I may feel more refreshed. This skin isn’t exactly nice but there’s a nice blend of colours pink and white combination although I don’t exactly like pink, but yupp yupp it’s a well-to-do skin….=DD

Nothing else much to write… haiz life’s boring….

2007-04-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

I guess today is just not my day...it's quite disastrous, got a serious mindblock during SS common test today and that was not exactly a pleasant start for a day. SBQ--- why is my common criteria the content instead of purpose? SEQ- got mixed up between community & family support yet again. And why exactly are we not tested on CHP 3 when SOMEONE said that read up more on that?!! For english we had Ghandi again, gandhi died at last. This was the first time that i was so ever ready for physics as in really paying attention although i didn do the wksht. Then there was SS which we slack and ate some tibits. And later we had chinese test for last period which is another disaster for me. wu zi shu and you zi shu wad's the link??? That came to an end of sch. We were chattering and digressing all the way, droning on and on about the bad day we had while i waited for vivien as some of the ppl went for physics remedial. After which vivien, zoots and me got into a terrible mess, as we went off school midst the heavy downpour. We didn't anticipate this and therefore we were caught by surprise and were really drenched but then i still managed to have my full of choco waffle. (I think the one at the bakery is the best of all at 85) TRY IT!!!=DD Ok i have to get over with the waffle thing and settle down to do my maths.>.<

2007-04-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

We played floorball for PE today and it's kinda a new experience to me. cos seriously, i have never touched anything other than basketball for the past two years. >< Then today's assembly was so exhilarating with who wants to be a millionaire, with MR chua As the flying Dutchman. But the questions are so tough and it requires much general knowledge which i'm extremely low in. we are really only inches from being second. Our class lagged behind a lot initially but then we were so "good" towards the back. then comes the tie. It's really so close. LONG ISLAND TEA is one thing that i would remember FOREVER and we actually knew it but haiz.... It's just a game though. The class was very high for dunno wad reason, although we lost but we are still staying HIGH!!=DD

After which fionna, vivien, perle and me went to the BUBBle Tea shop, the one with barbecued fries but NO WAFFLES. Then vivien went home, and we suddenly decide that we should come my house and study ss.(lol the sentence sounds funny). After 2 hrs, they went home, i think i benefit quite a lot from the studying session. ANd apparently that's the first time i really study with classmates at home.=DD

Still studying for SS, at a loss of what to do. this is so confusing. I'm gonna flunk for SS test tomorrow. WISH ME LUCK!!!

2007-04-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

无可救药=D

暗恋是一种礼貌暗地里盖一座城堡

然后再当你的警卫跑腿和小猫随时你要我重关电脑

随时你要我随传随到买面包鸡排和水饺

你每次对着我笑你的笑里面有毒药

我看着你出了神还丢掉了解药可能你从来没感觉到

最好你永远感觉不到爱上你越来越无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才慢慢体会到幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才狠狠决定要就爱吧就唱吧就不逃

你每次对着我笑你的笑里面有毒药

我看着你出了神还丢掉了解药可能你从来没感觉到

最好你永远感觉不到爱上你越来越无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才慢慢体会到幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才狠狠决定要就爱吧就唱吧就不逃爱你到无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才慢慢体会到幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才慢慢体会到幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药一生一次爱你到无可救药

我才狠狠决定要就爱吧就唱吧就不逃爱你到无可救药

2007-04-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz... got back e maths common test paper today. Initially when i know my marks, i wasn't shocked or upset, cause it's like predictable but then when i see the paper today, i was quite taken aback because i realised that i knew most of it. and it's all as a result of being plain careless. I could have gotten 5 more marks. cos i found y but i forgot to find x. (no wonder mr mok said that i was careless). haiz... i'm quite disappointed with myself lah. so SAD.... i can expect my mid year results to be screwed. i just can't steer clear away from carelessness and being tense and nervous. i can't think properly during examinations. Studying seriously sucks!!! i believe everyone agrees!!><

2007-04-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

（孙）拥抱的时候心情有点痛也许提早感受到寂寞
(蔡)离开的时候只听见沉默(蔡)除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
(蔡)别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
(蔡)现在他在你的身边就对他好一点
(孙)不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
(合)既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
(蔡)不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
(合)我们曾经过那么多考验
(孙)最后还是回到了原点
(孙)总有那一天相遇的瞬间
(孙)决定那些冷漠的从前已走远
(合)别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
(合)现在谁在你的身边就对谁好一点
(孙)不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
(合)既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
(蔡)不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
(合)我们曾经过那么多考验
(合)最后还是回到了原点
(孙)我应该就走开就算感情还在
(蔡)我应该就放开对他不再依赖
(孙)忘了曾有过的片段
(蔡)这是属于你们的未来
(孙)不要看到你们的爱输给了时间
(合)我宁愿选择离别没有一句怨言
(蔡)直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
(合)我才发现彼此都了解
(合)默契是最宝贵的语言

2007-04-07T11:49:00.000+08:00

this good friday is definitely a memorable one. I was able to go for the class outing even though i was grounded hehe...... (but that's not the crux) we had so much fun and enjoyment ytd at Mr Mok's "house". He was such a wonderful host although we caused him so much trouble and hassle. He did the initiative to do everything, barbecuing, setting the fire, cleaning up, providing the materials and facilities fetching us with his car from everywhere.=D. he's really a nice teacher. His condo is bloody nice. There's the swimming pool, billard, tennis court, table tennis , badminton. Anything you want name it, and it's the first time i see sinks beside the BBQ pit(made of marble. lol) so clean. I've tried all the above except tennis. ANd the food is finger-licking good. although i didn't had much. Some people came late, some people got thrown into the pool, some people went off early. then the barbecue ended at 5 pm. we sorta loiter around the barbecue area although other people were around, deciding on where to go later. Judging on the pricing criteria, Kbox and movie were too much, Bowling was out too. Some wants to go arcade(like me) while others loathe it. In the end we went TM and played ball inside haha.....

Although the ending part is not that nice, but i still enjoy the day. 3A RAWK ON MAN!!!=D

Anw, pls send me the photos we took ytd anyone PUH-LEASE...=DD

2007-04-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

I still hadn’t finish my maths acw 19 cos I’m still confused with bio now.The bloody physics question is driving me crazy.There was English comprehension test today and I think I’m gonna fail for this test again .During chinese, li chun xia bored me to tears lah so crappy talk non stop for 2 periods leh. She dun feel tired but I really feel like giving my ears a rest. Lol.Assembly was even worse. However the disabled person is very pitiful, so ke lian. Currently preparing for bio still….=DD

Ahhhh… so actually wuZun is also in Ko One. He’s the brother of Melody. He’s a ghost in the show but is actually KO.1. Ooh my god!=DD

2007-04-03T17:13:00.000+08:00

Apparently we are going to have a bio test on Thursday and I’m trying to digest everything that miss poh taught us. There’s a bit of failure coz I dun really understand the nutrients chapter and the notes I had was incomplete. The rest of the chapters are ok but who knows what will happen during the test??=DD

Anyway went to bubble tea shop near 85 just not with fionna, chaijia, vivien& perle alongside. then came along rachel and sk, then wanying. the bubble tea shop sucks big time. it 's ex and the food seriously sucks compared to the other stalls. however it's an enjoyable chatting session with the ppl.=DD

I believe Friday would be much anticipated to many as there’s going to be a class outing to Mr Mok’s house. I also share the same feeling but filled with doubts on whether I’m going to be able to go. Just asked my mother, and for once she said “ask ur father” so I can feel some hope generating within me.=DD but there’s no guarantee that my father would say YES.

Looking forward to 3A’s outing=DD....